I can't take it

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Ara's PoV

Ow... Goddammit! I opened my eyes to find myself back in that same room. I growled. I pushed myself into a sitting position. I looked to see a bandage on my arm. Guess mom gave me a shot again. That explains why I can move...

I got out of the bed and moved my neck as it was stiff. I looked outside. Thank Kami.. I'd only been out for a few hours this time.

My tail swayed slightly behind me as I walked down the hall.

-so you finally decided to wake up?- I heard Bardock voice asked me. I growled.

-I'm not in the mood for your attitude Bardock..- I told him and I stopped in the sitting room and glanced around for my parents.

-sorry kid. Just wanted to check on you- he told me.

I saw my mom passed out on the couch with a box of tissues in front of her. I tilted my head curiously.

-it's fine... Bardock can I ask you something?..- I queried.

I glanced up at the the to see the news was on. The headline made me want to break the TV again.. Wait.. When the fuck did we get a new TV?!

Anyway..the head line was : The betrayal of the briefs family

I clenched my fist and held back a growl. I turned it off, continuing to my room.

-sure. What is it?-he answered. I coughed slightly as I shut the door behind me.

-if you had the option to either wish to fix your mistakes or reveal more of them which would you choose?- I asked. Bardock thought for a moment.

I saw my bag on my bed. I took out my weighted clothes and put them on. I grabbed an empty capsule and put my saiyan armour in it, putting it into my capsule box. I took out the dragon balls and grabbed a box capsule. Putting them carefully inside it, and turning it back to capsule form. Leaving me with more room in my bag for supplies.

I grabbed a sleeping bag and snook to the kitchen grabbing food, going back and putting them in. I zipped it closed and hid it under my bed. I didn't feel like putting my shoes on so I wandered in my bare feet.

-tough question kid.. I guess I'd want to get rid of my mistakes I'd I had the chance. Why?-

My tail flicked behind me when I sensed something after I'd left my room

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My tail flicked behind me when I sensed something after I'd left my room.

-no reason..give me a sec- I told him.

I turned to see my dad who I glared at. Yet he didn't glare back. Instead he looked at me sympathetically. This actually took me back a bit.

Sympathy?..

"What do you what ?" I asked in an irritated tone.

"Ara I wanted to apologise" he told me. I scoffed slightly.

You know what ara?! I never even wanted a daughter!

"Your going to have to do something more then words dad, that isn't going to cut it anymore " I told him, while crossing my arms.

You were just a damn accident!! And experiment ! And you know what?!

"Ara I didn't mean to hurt you" he said. I glare every so slightly.

"You bruised my arm because you held it so tightly! And then when I didn't give you an answer you threw be against the damn wall!!" I screamed at him.

Rayne was right! You are just a useless weapon! And when you disappeared for a week when you were two, that was the best damn week of my life! as well as when you were kidnapped at the age of five! I wish we never found you and you were left to rot in what ever hell they'd dragged you to!!!

I felt tears prick my eyes. "If you hate me so much why the fuck didn't you just get mom to have an abortion or give me away and keep trunks because you never complain about him because he's the perfect one !!!" I screamed.

My emotions were a mixture of anger, sadness and desperation.

"When was the last time you've showed me affection?! All you've been doing is arguing with mom!" I fell to my knees "I can't take it anymore dad!.. And can't take the thought of everything I am.. I can't take the thought that I'm going to loose everything and everyone I care about!.. And I can't stand the thought that I've forgotten something that you made me forget! I'm going crazy and I can't fucking stop it!!!" I yelled crying into my hands as I broke completely.

"I can't do this anymore..." I muttered. Suddenly I felt someone hug me. I went stiff.

"I'm sorry... I never have and never will hate you ara..." Dad told me. I hugged back hiding my face in his neck. My tail wrapping around his wrist.

"Please don't leave me..." I begged. He chuckled slightly.

"Not in a million years.." He said. I hugged him tighter.

I cried silently into his neck as some oath of me  told me he was going to disappear if I let go..

He stood up holding me bridal style. "I'm still here ara..  Daddy's still here" he said.

I actually stopped crying and laughed slightly.

"I've never called you that so shut up" I told him as I looked up at him with his signature smirk.

"Really? I'm sure I've walked into to wake you up and you've called me it aswell as purred in your sleep" he answered. I blushed.

"I..I do what?" I asked him.

He chuckled and ruffled my hair. "I said you purr. Your mother even has a video. Don't ask me why she videoed you asleep but it's still adorable" he said.

"When the fuck so you say adorable? Also why the duck would you video me asleep?!" I asked.

He shrugged and smirked. Suddenly his smirk disappeared and he looked shocked.

"Dad? Are you o--" before I could finish he teleported to my and lay me in the couch beside her before hugging us both tightly. There was a a loud crash and a bright laugh. Dad screaming in pain.

"Dad!!!" 

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