...Is More Than Enough (Something More (JSE) Sequel)

Chapter 2: What Will I Do Now?

Wiishu's POV

I-I can't believe I did that. SHE made me do it. Its HER fault. Yeah, keep telling yourself that. I vanished before they could find me. Today, I'm going to change everything, look wise. I'm cutting and dying my hair, getting colored contacts, changing my makeup, no eyeliner anymore... I'm buying brand new clothes, completely different from what I have now. They will never find me now, they could never get a description. I'm shutting down my channel, and even thinking about changing my name. I'm also considering getting tattoos, and piercings. I'm gonna be a new person. I was soooo afraid that Bf/n would recognize me when I bumped into her that night, a few hours before the accident.... The last time I saw his smile... A tear rolled down my face. The guilt keeps getting stronger everyday... I can't stop thinking about what happened... I can't even go and get Y/n anymore... Neither one of us can have him now....


Your POV

Don't get me wrong, I love living with Mark, Bf/n and Mark's mom. Mark's mother is an angel, I couldn't ask for a better person to take care of us. But, I still think Mark and Bf/n deserve a chance to live a normal marriage. I don't want to ruin everything for them, because I know they want a big family. I'm probably just getting in the way...

I'm going to visit my parents for a few days sometime soon, and Mark promised to visit Jack's family with me as soon as were settled...
I am trying so hard to keep it together. But the pain gets stronger everyday.... I miss him sooo much... And thank goodness Mark did offer to take me in, because even though I might be a burden, I don't know what I would do without him and Bf/n. My baby may grow up without a father, but it will have the best damn uncle a child can have! I was crying at this point. Why, why, did she have to take him away from me?? Why was she so obsessed with having him? Did she really think that if she killed me, Sean would still go with her?? Because I knew my husband, and he would not do that. He would have her in jail as fast as he could. My phone started going off. When I went to unlock it, I noticed my wallpaper. It was a picture of me and Jack, right after we got slimed out first day in LA. I remember when Sean made that my wallpaper. He told me "whenever you're feeling down, remember the good times, and remember where our happiness began, and then you'll know no matter what, there will always be a way to be happy again..." I smiled, even tho a tear rolled down my face. It's gonna be hard, but I know he would want us happy... I looked to see who texted me, it was my little brother, Luke.

L: Hey, Y/n... how you holding up?
Y: Ok, I guess, I really miss Jack, but I'll be ok...
L: We all miss him, Y/n, but he will live on forever in our hearts
Y: I guess you're right.... But Luke?
L: Yeah?
Y: when the baby's born, I want you to show your new niece/nephew how great his/her father was... ok?
L: You bet, Y/n...


A/n: sorry not a lot happened in this chapter, this was kinda a filler chapter XD i still have kinks to work out i guess, also, sorry it's so short!