Avengers: Preferences (Under Editing)

Hey Mama Rock Me (BuckyxReader)

   I'm not quite sure what this is but I thought I owed you guys an update. Maybe just maybe I'll have another one posted on a certain super soldiers birthday😉 (🇺🇸❤️) This song is amazing, it'll be important later on. Let me know what you think about this chapter. Enjoy!

       "No! No Bucky I'm done!" you shout as you throw clothes into a suitcase. "I don't know what to do anymore! You can't get better if you don't let me help you."

      He followed you as you rushed around the room. You could sense his pain and anguish but you couldn't take it any longer. Things had been hard for awhile, his past kept working its way into everything you did. It was destroying your relationship, and Bucky was letting it control him. His guilt made his personality darken and he would lash out in great anger at you for no reason. You had tried and tried and tried to help him, but he wouldn't let you in. You still loved him, and he you, but maybe it wasn't meant to be.

      "You don't understand (Y/N), it's not that easy!" He yelled back. "You have no idea what I've been through! I've killed people with my own two hands, and I couldn't even stop myself!"

He sat down on the bed and put his head in his hands.

"I know you want to help me, but I can't be helped. There is nothing and no one who can help me." Tears were streaming down his face and splashing onto his jeans. "I'm so sorry (Y/N)," he sobbed.

You stopped and looked at him. The man in front of you was broken, his heart was in pieces. You had no idea how to help him, and that was the key. Maybe you couldn't help him, or erase his past, but you could be there to love him, forgive him, and pray that God touched his aching heart. All you wanted to do was take him in your arms and hold him.

So you did.

He looked up from his hands and stared at you dumbfounded. His hair was a mess and his nose was red, but his eyes were still the same beautiful blue as they were when you fell in love.

"Bucky, I know we're not perfect and we never will be, but I love you."

"And I forgive you."

"And I want you to know that I know I can't fix you, only God can do that. But I will be here to love you, and pray for you."

"You are not that man anymore. Who you are, is not what you've done. I couldn't ever leave you, you rock my world James Buchanan Barnes, and I can't give that up."

He sniffled and smiled shakily.

His voice was soft and deep as he said: "I love you too (Y/N)(Y/M/N)(Y/L/N). So much. You definitely rock my world for the better little mama."

All of a sudden his smile grew wider and he stood pulling you up with him.

"Heading down south to the land of the pines
I'm thumbing my way into North Carolina
Staring up the road and pray to God I see headlights"

It was then that you noticed your guys' song playing on the radio in the corner. You ran to turn it up.

"I made it down the coast in seventeen hours
Picking me a bouquet of dogwood flowers
And I'm a-hopin' for Raleigh, I can see my baby tonight"

He put his hands on your waist and pulled you close as you wrapped your arms around his neck and put your head on his shoulder. You slowly swayed to the music.

The chorus came and you both sang along.

"So rock me momma like a wagon wheel
Rock me momma any way you feel
Hey momma rock me
Rock me momma like the wind and the rain
Rock me momma like a south bound train
Hey momma rock me"

There, right in that moment, you knew everything was going to be ok. Sure there'd be hard times, heck, there already had been. But you were ready to face them with love and Bucky at your side.

The song ended and Bucky held your face in his hands.

He smiled and quietly sang to you.

"So rock me momma like a wagon wheel
Rock me momma any way you feel
Hey momma rock me
Rock me momma like the wind and the rain
Rock me momma like a south bound train
Hey momma rock me."

You really did rock his world, and his yours.