Self harm

Flashback

FLASHBACK!!
Me and Hunter were in 2nd grade and we were at the park. We decided to go get ice cream. So our moms got us ice cream and me being the stupid person I am I shoved it in hunters face and ran away laughing with him chasing me
END OF FLASHBACK
(Btw this is all in maddies POV till i say otherwise) man I miss those days. I wish nothing ever changed. But that's just how this life goes I guess. You see me and Hunter used to be best friends and he helped me with my worst days when I was bullied now now you see, Hunter IS my bully. We were in 7th grade when he started to bully me( we are now in 9th). I don't know what happened. Just one day he was different. It hasn't been the same since. Hunter was my BFF. We told eachother everything we knew everything about eachother. We were each others everything's basically, until one day he left me. I'm still not sure why he left me but he did. Everyday I hate going to school. Sometimes school would be considered someone's get away but for me, I have no get away. I'm bullied everywhere. At home at school even when I'm out in the streets or just getting food I'm always beat up someway and somehow. I just dont understand why everyone hates me so much. Usually to take away the pain I cut. I cut on my wrist usually. People always see my cuts and make fun of me but I don't really care. It doesn't affect me because I always get made fun of. For everything I do.