Self harm

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**FAST FORWARD A COUPLE MONTHS**
You and Hunter were doing online school because it was better for you and not having to deal with bullies and also Hunter because he goes on tour a lot. Most of the time you go with him on tour but this time you weren't. So Hunter was packing his bags in the car and he put in his last bag and he hugged you and you hugged back and said I'll miss you so much. I love you so much. He said the same thing and he was gone. This was the first time you didnt go on tour with him. You had to much school work but you felt so empty. Your other half. Your best friend was gone. He was gonna be on tour for 2 months. You didn't know what you were gonna do without him.

**HUNTERS POV( AHAHAHHAHAH)
I was scared to leave without maddie. She would be home alone all day with Christine at work and Ashton at school. Who knows what she could do. I just don't want her to hurt herself.

**MADDIES POV**
I was home all alone. I knew Hunter didn't want to leave me for this exact reason. But it had to be done. I got more and more hate everyday. It was piling onto me like I was a big pickup truck carrying around everyones junk. I couldn't handle it anymore. I decided to write a note.
NOTE⬇️
Dear Hunter, you know I will always love you but I couldn't take the hate. Just know that even thought I might not be there with you physically I will ALWAYS be in your heart. I love you so much and your the best friend I've ever had. The only friend I've ever had. You were my everything. I love you Hunter but this is my goodbye. Tell my Christine I loved her. Tell Ashton I'm gonna miss him tell Brandon he was the best little brother I've ever had and most importantly I'm telling you right now that I love you Hunter Bryce Rowland. But it's my time to go. I will never forget you. I love you! Xoxo-maddie
*HUNTERS POV**
I loved maddie but I didn't trust her. I told the boys that I was sorry but I had to do what's right and go home to my best friend. They told me they understood and so I sped back home and rushed in the door. I called maddies name and heard no response I went upstairs to find a note on my bed I read it. "NO NO NO MADDIE! OPEN THIS DOOR. I SWEAR TO GOD MADDIE. OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR!" I screamed with tears running down my face. I finally pushed open the door and saw the worst thing in my life. The love of my life was laying on the floor lifeless with a bottle of pills right in front of her. I screamed and put her in the car and rushed to the hospital. They took her to the ER immediately. I called my mom crying and she said she was on her way with Brandon and Ashton. I can't tell you how long we were waiting. Probably four hours when the doctors finally said that we can go see her. I was let in first. I saw her lying there and I stared crying. My mom started comforting me but I pushed her away.