#JustWriteIt #TrueStory Thru my eyes into my mind

Compared to what?

Waking up is the begining of my dreams. When people sleep they call it dreams, when I sleep I call it reality. But my reality can still continue while I am awake too, but it depends on what I am doing during the day. If I watch movies or Tv- shows or maybe read a book or paint or write, my reality continues. I just need to concentrat on my own thoughts.

That maybe sounds weird, but that is what it is. We are all different and unique. Why it is that way I do not know myself. I am a creative person, but a creative person in an awful world. 

In my called reality I am the one who decides what happens in it, or my mind makes it for me. But in my reality there is not always happy endings either, becasue I always wakes up when they about to come and then it start with something else when I close my eyes. So my reality it almost the same, but not really.

In the real world things do not make any sense, and it is just confusing. For me there is no right or wrong, if you compare them with the world. And how are there come? My thoughts are that we all are different, not just as people, but also from which country we come from and which religion we have. We all have some kinds of rules and there is also something we believe in. So why can not we have peace all around the world you may ask, here is my answer to that. We are to different and we do not believe in the same things, but  in some kind of ways it is good to be different but it can also be kind of bad too.

But these are just some of my thoughts and those are my rights and wrongs, till someone comes and make me changes them. So being a dreamer is like being a person to think  and like to expand what they see a little, but where there is something good there is always something bad. I am a thinker so I just think how things is, and do not really try them, but that is just me tho. i have thoughts and mabye have some dreams or goals somewhere inside my mind, but i do not really believe in them. Why is because I do not think that they are so importen and not so very exciting, but just  that I do not believe in them does not mean others should not do it too.

But somethings else that I would like to say is that I in person can be everything, but I can also be nothing. I can be exciting but at the same time I can be boring. I can be everything, I can aslo be nothing. I can be intresting, funny, creative, happy and everything else that it is positive, but remember if I am that. I am also the opposite too, because I think that everything has it opposite. If you are something, you are also the opposite.

This chapter is coming to an end, but every chapter will not be like this. This is just my thoughts to show you how I think and who I am.