Waking up is not so hard, but it is hard to be awake. When you sleep you do not need to worry about anything, you just need to closer your eyes and relax and than let your head do the rest. For me I have problems with to come up with things to do during the day, especially during breaks.
You can call that I have come to the hard part in life, but life is hard anyway. If I could describe it I would say that I am tired on everything and stress too. I do not really know what to do. The only thing I can do by myself is to be inside and watch Tv or watch on my computer. It is has become boring. I want to do things with my friends, but I have some difficulties to ask them. I know it sounds ridiculously and for me too, but that is what things is with me. But that is not the only problem with me.
I think that I know everything, but the truth is that I am not. I have never experienced anything. I have never travled, never had a serious relationship, never been to a party or everythin else that you can come up with. I have my books, my movies and TV-shows. That is my reality. What I read and what I wathed, that is how I experiences things. But the truth is that my reality is much better but it is not real. My reality is just perfect to me, because I am the one creating it. So yeah that is what I think is difficult with beeing awake. It is because I do not live, and I do not really know where to start if I should live. If I should start to live, I want to start with baby steps.
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Novela JuvenilEverybody got eyes but we do not have the same sight. Follow me, a eighteen year old girl with scary mind. My life is like a roller coaster, but this far I have more downs than ups. I can be everything, just like I can be nothing. This world and my...
