I wanna wake up from this nightmare I call life. I wanna be happy just like I am when I close my eyes. It gets harder for everyday, and nobody do not even care. But why would they because I do not even love me any more and that is for sure.
A voice in your head that makes you cry. Say bad things like you should not even try. I really want my body to hurt instead of my head. Now I know that the real monster do not live under my bed.
You want to scream but you can not. But just to ask for help is like a shot. It makes things worse and that does not help alot.
There is no help and no cure. People say something else, but I am sure. There is nothing that can save me any more. There is just me that can change the thing, but it is to late I am already to soar. I do not want no one around because I am tired of being fake. I just wanna sit alone by the lake. Nothing in this world can change my mind. Now I waiting for the end of my lifeline.
My thoughts are just so bad right now. It is like poisied in my head and I do not even know why. Or maybe I do. Like the say you live how you choose.
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#JustWriteIt #TrueStory Thru my eyes into my mind
Fiksi RemajaEverybody got eyes but we do not have the same sight. Follow me, a eighteen year old girl with scary mind. My life is like a roller coaster, but this far I have more downs than ups. I can be everything, just like I can be nothing. This world and my...
