Im So Over It

Am I dreaming

I wake up from my sleep and look at my clock. 3:17am it read. I feel something over my waist I turn to look and to my surprise it was Finn. He was cuddling me and fast asleep like a baby. Am I dreaming? Finn looked so innocent while he slept. His hair all ruffled. His lips slightly parted. I just couldn't help but stare and admire this wonderful peace of creation. I turn back around facing away from him and close my eyes. "Bad dream?" Sleepy Finn asks. "Yeah" I reply. "Don't worry I'm here" he says grabbing me closer to him. He's so cute. Eventually I do go to sleep.

I wake up in the morning with having the best dream ever. I turn around to make sure it wasn't reality like it usually is in the movies. There was no Finn. So no, I sit up from my bed and ruffle my hair. I begin to yawn as Finn walks in with two cups of coffee. Wait what it was real! It's better than the movies he went and made me coffee."Morning cutie, how did you sleep" Finn says handing me coffee. "I slept well what about you" I ask and Awhh did be just call me cutie! "I slept great" he replies. We drink our coffee on the bed cuddling .This was the only time I appreciated having a small bed. It just meant Finn was closer to me. Once we finished we left my room and went to the kitchen. We walked in and found all of my floor mates sitting around a laid out table full of lots of food. It was something they all did apparently but I never knew this. That's probably because I never actually come here and just get coffee from Starbucks for breakfast."Finn! Your still here!"They all ask with enjoyment."Haha hi guys" he replies. "Morning Kendall, would you guys like some food" one of them asks me. "Morning and sure" I reply and sit down shortly followed by Finn sitting in front of me. I never realized they were this nice I just always thought they were stuck up nerds. I didn't even think they knew my name. We all finish the lovely cooked breakfast and talk for about an hour. Through this me and Finn would look at each other and smirk. It was cute how me and Finn were still wearing last night's clothes. I look over at Finn who looks down at his phone. From what I can see he had load of missed calls and texts. He looks up and sees me staring. He sighs and I then understand. He has to leave. I don't want him to leave but I know he has to. 'Its fine' I mouth to him. He tries his hardest to force a smile and stands ups. "Bye everybody it was Fun meeting you and thank you for the lovely breakfast "Finn says. "Oh Finn do you have to leave "Tom asks."Yeah sorry mate" he replies."Well it was lovely to meet you too you better come around again soon!" one of the girls threatens. "Haha I will" Finn laughs back. I stand up as well "thanks for the breaky guys "I thank them and lead Finn out. We go down the lift and stand in the lobby. "I'm sorry but I forgot I promised to meet jack and Louis at the office to edit the India videos "Finn tells me. "Its fine honestly" I say "and Thank you for coming "I add."What no Thank you for putting up with my snoring" he replies. "Don't worry it was cute snoring " I joke. Finn laughs and then turns to look at me. He puts his hand around my waist and pulls me closer. We begin to lean in to kiss. It was finally happening! "Wait Finn how did you win the chess game "Ben interrupts us as he runs down from the stairs. Finn pulls away from me. I swear if I had a penny for every time we get interrupted I would have enough to buy a rocket ship. Fit the whole world's population on it and send them to space so only I and Finn were on earth. "Oh sorry" Ben apologizes after her realizes what was happening. "Haha its fine and a magician never tell his secrets" Finn tells him. "Bye" Finn disappointedly says to me and walks out. I just give Ben evils and walk upstairs. Once back in my room I remember that I'm meeting Joe for lunch today. I quickly shower and get my clothes on. Choosing a more casual look, finishing my makeup and putting my hair in a messy ponytail I leave.

I walk into Nando's and look for Joe. I couldn't see him so I decide to get a table and wait for him. 10 mins later Joe still wasn't there but it didn't bother me. It gave me a chance to replay what happened last night. How me and Finn cuddled. His innocent sleeping state. His warmth. His sexy ass sleepy voice. His cuteness even at 3 in the morning. My daydreaming was slowly short lived to a Mr Joe Sugg finally arriving." I am so sorry but I was shooting a video with Tyler Oakley and he just wouldn't leave "Joe apologized."Haha it's fine honestly, just weird for me being the early one I'm usual the one who is late" I joke. The very pretty waiter came over and you can tell Joe thought she was hot. His jaw dropped when he looked up from the menu. "What may I get you" she asked. "Uh-Uh" Joe stuttered "I'll have the chicken wings "I interrupted. "Ill have the chicken wrap" he added. "Make sure it's extra hot, I like hot things "Joe tried to flirt. I laughed and he kicked my legs under the table. The poor waiter found it so awkward "Ill try" she forced a smile and walked away. "Oh my fucking god Joe" I laughed. "She wants me "Joe bragged. "I'm sure she does "I sarcastically replied."Anyway how are you" He asked. "I'm good; like in a good place right know. I fixed things with poppy, schools good etc" I told him. "Oh yeah I heard about the poppy thing how the fuck did you get Olly Murs though" Joe interrupted "A magician never tells there secrets " I reply. Realizing I'm repeating what Finn told Ben this morning. I decided to leave out Finn from our catch up. I don't know Joes like the brother I never had but also my guy best friend. He knows everything about me and I know everything about him. He's given me advice about previous relationships and vice versa but him and Finn are close. It's like having a thing with your brother's friend. Awkward. Our food eventually comes and the waitress puts it on the table. "You said you liked hot things right "She said to Joe and pulling out a drink from behind herself. Me and Joe look confused. "What is it?" I ask her. "The chef's special- one of the hottest drinks ever "she answered. "Drink all of it and I'll go on a date with you" she added placing it in front of Joe. "Fine, bring it on!" Joe got excited. "Kendall film this" Joe asked handing me over his camera. I place record and nod my head indicating go. "Hi guys how are you Joe here with Kendall "He starts. I turn the camera around and wave then turn it back to him. "Basically what's just happened is we are in nandos and this very attractive waitress" he says pointing to her. I get her in the shot and she waves. "Has agreed to go on a date with me as long as I drink this very hot drink" he carries on. "All of it "she adds "Okay I'm actually really scared "Joe shakes. "Oh just do it you wimp" I make fun of him. "Okay, okay this is for you "he says to the waitress and takes a sip from the drink. "FUCK ITS HOT" Joe shouts. "Hahahaahaha you have to finish Joe" I tell him. He moans but after 10 painful minutes Joe takes his last sip. He slams the glass on the table and we all cheer. "He actually did it" she says out of disbelief. "Yes Joey you legend "I congratulate him. "Ow ow ow "Joe says holding his burning tongue. He turns to look at her "So you did promise to go on a date as long as I drank it and I drank it "he tells her shaking the empty glass."A promise is a promise "she teases gives him a peck on the cheek and leaves. I turn to camera to face me "Well this has been an interesting lunch" I speak. "And this is why Nandos is the best restaurant ever" Joe adds. "Haha okay for you maybe, hope you enjoyed this normal lunch out for me and Joey boy BYEEE"I wave to the camera and close it. "You lucky shit."