Im So Over It

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Me, Zoe, Caspar, Finn, Jack, Marcus and Alfie were all at Nandos having Dinner. I sat next to Marcus with Finn on the other side of the table in front of me. Something felt weird, whenever we made eye contact Finn would always break it and look away. I was getting worried and confused on why he was ignoring me? Finn got up and went to refill his drink. I grabbed my glass and followed him. "Are you okay" I asked him "yup" he replied coldly" Why you ignoring me" I got angry. "I'm not" Finn says avoiding looking at me, grabbing a straw and walking back. I stand there bluntly not knowing why he was acting like this. I look over my shoulder to get a glimpse of Finn looking at me as he sat down. "Everything okay?" Marcus asks me as he begins to fill his drink up. "Yes" I smile and he'd back to the table. The food came and we ate and jack coughed to get out attention. Everyone stopped and he began "I would just like to congratulate Finn on getting in and that I'm going to miss you" wait what, why is he going to miss him. I looked up; Finn was staring at the ground. "Oh did you not know, Finn got accepted into a graphic design course for Apple in Canada for Four months." jack smirked at me. He knew I didn't know, he knew it was going to hurt me. And that's exactly why he did it. Canada, for four months why didn't he tell me! Everyone congratulates Finn. "Congratulations, excuse me" I coughed as I stood up. I had to leave before I began to cry. Finn looked up but this time it was me breaking the eye contact. I tried to force a smile but he could see right through it. I walked off to toilets to cool down.

"Hey you okay?" Zoe walked in asking me. "Yup" I smiled "Haha alright come on then" she said linking her arms into mine as we walked out. The boys were waiting for us outside. "To much chicken" I joked to them making all of them but Finn laugh. I avoided looking at him. I don't get why I'm mad? Maybe it's because he didn't tell me or maybe it's the way jack told me to hurt me. I don't know which or what but all I knew was I was hurt inside.

We walked for a bit around the park. Zoe and Alfie hand in hand I couldn't help but hurt more. I could imagine it being me and Finn. From the corner of my eye I could see Finn noticing my gaze. He would look at me thinking I wouldn't notice. I couldn't do this anymore I decided to leave. "Sorry guys but it's getting late and I got to go" I say. "Congrats Finn I hope you have a good time in Canada" I add not giving him my eye contact. "Kendall wait" Finn grabs my arm. Everyone looks at us and Finn realizes this making him unleash his grip. "Ill walk you home" he adds. "No. No thank you" I tell him carrying on. "Please, please Kendall" he says. I look at him and carry on. He follows me. When we are away from the others he begins speaking "Please just let me explain". "What is there to explain" I ask "Kendall come on don't be like this "he pleas " be like what?". "I didn't know for long I only found out a couple days ago" he says. "Okay so why didn't you tell me a couple days ago" "I needed time to think" he tells me. I roll my eyes and walk faster. He runs to catch up "do you think it was nice to be told like that by jack that you're going to Canada for four months?" I ask "Were you even going to bother telling me if Jack hadn't. Or would you of have waited until you were in Canada so you didn't have to have my reaction?" I add. "Kendall you know Jack only did that to hurt you" Finn says "And of course I was going to tell you I just didn't know how to "he adds. "Why, were you scared" I butt in rolling my eyes. Finn grabs my waist and turns me around to look at him. "Maybe I was scared because you mean more to me than any other person. You are everything I think about and everything I want. So I was scared that going to Canada I would loose you "he mumbled out. It took me a second then Finn pulled me in tighter and placed his lips on my lips. It was finally happening! His sweet warm lips untwined with mine. It was perfect just like a movie.