Im So Over It

It hurts

It's been a week since then. Finns avoiding me. I'm avoiding Jack and life's just shit. I'm getting behind on my essays for uni, I don't bother even going out anymore.

Today I'm meeting Tanya, Zoe, Joe and Jim for some food at a burger bar. I get ready and Joe comes and picks me up. "How you been recently "Joe asks me sympathetically . I quickly turn to stare at him shocked that he knows. "Zoe told me" he says. "Urgh" I sigh . When we a get there Joe parks the car and we hed in. When we walk in they are already there. Including Finn and Jack. When I spot them I stop. Joe turns around "It's okay" he comforts me. I nod and follow him. When we approach the table everyone greets us , apart from Finn and Jack.Finn looks straight past me and Jack looks down trying to avoid my eye contact . We sit down and order food . While everyone is talking and having fun I can't help but see how hurt Jack was . I then turn to look at Finn who stares at me completely emotionless. That hurt, the fact he didn't even care and he knew it would hurt and that's exactly why he did it. I look down and can feel my eyes begin to water. I can't take this anymore "excuse me" I say as I get up and walk out of the restaurant . I keep walking when suddenly I feel someone hugging me from the back. I remember the smell of that perfume. I turn around and see Jack. He looks so hurt and it breaks my heart. "It will be okay" I hug him tighter .

"It's shit" Jack sighs as he slumps onto my bed . "He's your brother he will come around" I hand him over a bag of Doritos . "Yeah but that's the problem, he's not just my brother but my best friend aswell" he opens it up and offers me one. "No thanks" I jump on to the bed next to him . "Finns changed" I tell him leaning across to get the remote. "He has" jack replys as he grabs the remote from me and flips though the channels . "Oi" I shout and he just gives me a wink. "Omg yes!" I squel as Jack puts on The big bang theory . "Your welcome" he teases . "Urgh shutup ' I grab the Doritos of him and chuck a pillow at him ruining his perfectly fixed hair. Jack jumps up and puts me in a headlock . "Say sorry jack " he asks "I'm sorry jacky boi for ruining your hair" I tease. Jack laughs and pushes me , making me fall of the bed on to the floor. I drag Jack down with me and were both laughing on the floor like two twats.