Falling For A Villain-Peter Pan- Once Upon A Time

He is a killer

Chapter 30

Peter Pan's P.O.V.

I got to my tent, quickly changed into dry clothes and fell on my face with my face in my hands.  What is happening to me? Why does she have that impact on me? She makes me feel something that no girl ever did. I let her in. I told her half of my story.  Why? Why do I trust her so much? I need to stop this thing.

I'm a villain. I'm a killer. I'm the worst possible nightmare. But why and how is she changing that? I took my pipe out and thought about Clary. I started playing the song that I play only for her. I know it will help her to sleep. I placed the pipe next to me and closed my eyes. Read to go to sleep, but I got consumed by a nightmare. 

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I woke up, covered in sweat. Panting I kept looking ahead, not seeing clearly. I didn't have nightmares in ages. I shouldn't have nightmares. Nightmares only come back if you're scared of something. But I wasn't afraid of anything or anyone. Shaken by the nightmare I quickly dressed to go and visit my shadow. When I exited my tent I saw Clary with two rabbits in her hands. Yesterday she didn't want to kill an animal and today she killed two of them. Weird girls she is.

"Morning."She greeted.

"Morning," I replied.

"Do you want to eat something?" She asked.

"I would love to, but I need to go," I said and she raised her eyebrow.

"Where?" she asked. 

"Nothing of your business, sleepy head." I winked and teleport to the skull rock. The stone gray and cold. I rose my hand towards the candles to the left, lighting the, up. 

"Shadow!" I screamed coldly. From the depths of the darkness, my shadow slithered out. It flew just in front of me, the dark silhouette of me, the reflection of my demons. 

"Why are my nightmares back?" I asked and the shadow crossed his arms.

"Because you are started to become soft, Pan. And you are starting to feel." the shadow snickered in that unwelcoming voice.  "You need to send Clary back." It added and I felt my chest tighten. Send Clary back? I couldn't imagine doing that. I became so used to her, the boys the land. Everything and everyone. I didn't finish playing with her, it wasn't time to send her back yet. Or ever. 

"No. She needs to stay here. She is a great lost girl. And I'm having fun playing with her." I said. The shadow hummed and flew around me.

"She is becoming your weakness, Pan. I have a feeling you might even fall in love with this female.  If you do, she will be in danger." It flew back in front of me. I shook my head in disagreement.

"We both know it's not possible for me to love. I won't fall for her and she will be fine. She's staying, and that's it." I told and felt a small fear rising in my stomach. Fear. 

"If you say so, Pan." The shadow sneered and before anything else, I teleported back to the camp. While looking over the camp and the boys, I realised someone was missing. Daniel. 

Clary's P.O.V.

I was hanging out with the boys, playing hopscotch when Pan arrived next to us.

"Boys, where is Daniel?" He asked. Daniel was a nice guy, but a pain in the ass sometimes.  When Pan mentioned him, I realized I haven't seen him all morning.  No one knew where he was, so Pan closed his eyes and concentrated. He opened his eyes and they were dark, clouded by worry and anger.

"I can't find him," Pan mumbled.

"Pan," Felix called and Pan looked at him.

"Thomas and Brent go on the north and look for Daniel," Pan said and the boys nodded. Felix and Pan left south, not saying a word. 

"Last time I saw Daniel was yesterday before going to sleep. He was not hunting with us. He is not in his tent. Where could he be?" Derek asked worriedly. Derek was a close friend of Daniel. I  put my hand on his shoulder giving him a little smile. "If Pan can't locate him, it means that he is dead, or that Hook took him," He added and closed his eyes.

"We need to follow those two," I said walking away but Derek grabbed my wrist. 

"Are you insane? If Pan wants you to go with him he will call you, don't follow him." I rolled my eyes at him.