Into Your Arms // John O'Callaghan

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As I sat and looked through tweet after tweet about John and I, I still couldn't process it. I didn't know how to address it! Interviewers would for sure ask about and there was no denying it now. After sitting there for quite some time, I decided to type a lame response.

BreeAmericanFilter: Live life for the moment because everything else is uncertain.

It addressed the fans tweets but was also pretty vague at the same time.

I sighed and shoved my phone in my pocket, getting up and heading back to the front of the bus. I wedged my way between Evan and James on the couch, they both grunted as I elbowed them in the ribs to make room. 

"What's up with you?" Evan asked. 

I didn't reply, I simply just handed him my phone so he could see the photo that was everywhere on my timeline. The rest of the boys squished me, trying to get a glimpse of what I was upset over. 

"Oh shit! No way?!" James practically bursted my ear drum. 

I nodded while they all looked at me in shock. "Wait? How did we not know about this?" Will asked, grabbing my phone. 

"So did you guys have sex?" Tyler asked, winking at me. 

I scoffed. "No! You guys didn't know about it because it happened last night and I don't even know what John and I are so why would I tell you guys?"

Evan gasped. "Wow and I thought we were all friends!" He faked a hurt expression. 

I rolled my eyes and let out a short laugh, leaning back into the soft leather couch.  

It was 1 more hour before we finally stopped again to eat and stretch our legs, there were only so many hours you could spend cramped on a bus before you went insane. The boys spent most of the time sleeping or playing video games while I just zoned out and spent most of the time, bored. As soon as the bus rolled to a stop I was the first one off. A odd noise erupted from my throat as I stretched, I felt arms wrap around my waist and my eyes snapped open. 

"That was cute." His raspy voice whispered through my hair, sending shivers down my spine. 

I leaned into his embrace and let out a content sigh, closing my eyes and enjoying the warmth his body brought me on this oddly chilly day. After a few seconds of just enjoying each other, I turned in his arms so I was facing him. John's piercing green eyes stared down at me, almost making me lose my train of thought. Almost. 

"John, we need to talk." I mumbled. 

His brows furrowed and as he opened his mouth to speak, he was cut off. 

"Come on love birds, let's go!" James exclaimed as he pushed both of us towards the restaurant. 

John grabbed my hand and gave it a squeeze as we walked into the diner. We were only 3 hours away from Portland and then we had the rest of the day off. 

"We'll talk after lunch. Okay?" John bent down and whispered in my ear. I nodded without looking at him. 

I worried what his reaction to the photo of us would be. Would he want to continue, whatever we are, still? All I knew is that I didn't want things to be awkward and I definitely didn't want to things to end between John and I. Was a silly thing to worry about, but the question still danced around in my brain. 

My eyes drifted towards John, who was chatting away to the guys in Real Friends. A small smile crept onto my face as my blue iris' traced his face, I probably looked creepy just watching him like I was, but I didn't care. He was such a amazing human and I still couldn't believe he liked me. Hell I still couldn't believe he kissed me! This whole tour feels like a daydream, I'm worried that I'm going to wake up and be back in Delaware at any given moment.