Abused(On Hold)

Chapter 16

           Tyler's P.O.V. 

                 Nothing could compare to the way that I was feeling right now. I couldn't stand my legs went weak from underneath me and I was falling. Bright lights blinded me as I finally began to regain conciousness. Where am I, I thought to myself. That's when I remembered I'm at the hospial, Lily was shot, oh god Lily I hope she's ok.  

                   Sitting up I found myslef sitting on a hospital bed. The nurse that was on the computer looked over at me when she heard me sit up. "How are you feeling", she asked her voice soft and sweet almost sounding like the whisper of the wind on a bright sunny day. "Is Lily ok", I asked? 

                "Lily is going to be fine dear", she said walking closer to me. I knew it was a lie. There was something about the way that her eye twitched when she said that Lily was going to be ok. 

                  "You're lying", I said standing and going out the door. I probably should've stayed in the hospital room, but I had to see if she was ok. As I got closer to her room I started to run faster making my tired limbs move just a little more. I was about to collapse on the floor when I finally made it to her room. Opening the door I prepared for the worst, but as it inched open I saw her sitting up. Her eyes were open. Those beuatiful bright blues eye that remind me of the sky on a sunny day with no clouds in the sky. 

                She looked over when I opened the door. She looked confused almost like she didn't know who I was. I stood there staring at her not believeing that she was actually here and alive. "Lily", I whispered out loud. The doctor came over and pulled me out into the hallway. 

                  "Son I'm sorry, but she has amnesia. My world once again felt like it was crashing down on me. I felt suffocated I needed to sit down. The doctor helped me over to a nearby wall and helped me sit down. "How long will it last", I whispered?  "I don't know it could be a few days, weeks, months, even years we have no way of telling when she'll remember her old life", the doctor said sitting down next to me. 

                 I knew that something was wrong when the nurse told me that she was going to be ok and her eye twitched. I knew that god wouldn't have even the slightest mercy on me. My life isn't going the way that I planned. When the doctor came out a few minutes later he said that I could go in and talk to her. 

Lily's P.O.V. 

                 I felt my heart stop and the world go even more black than it already was. This is it, I thought to myself as I lay there listening to the doctors scream clear. My body would jerk then go still. I knew they were trying to jump start my heart. I thought about Tyler and how this would affect him. 

                I felt my body come to life once again, and I knew they had brought me back. I woke up to the brightest lights ever. I was momentarily blinded by them. When I was finally able to sit up and see clearly I saw that I was in the hopsital and started to panic. I was confused one minute I was home and the next minute I was here. 

                 When I asked questions the doctors explained to me that I have amnesia. They told me that I wouldn't remember anything from my past until my brain wanted to. When the doctor went out into the hallway with the boy that was staring at me all funny and stuff. I started to think. Did I know that boy? He looked awfully familiar. 

             The doctor came in a bit later with a sad look in his eyes. He told me that the boy really wanted to talk to me. When I told him that it was ok he practically skipped out of the room. They both came in a few minutes later. 

          "Lily", the boy said, "I'm Tyler". I looked at him puzzled. "I'm sorry, but I don't remember knowing any Tyler's", I whispered. I saw his face fall and sadness settle deep into his eyes. I didn't know where I remembered this kid from, but he seemed so familiar. The way he looked at me made my heart do backflips and my stomach have butterflies in it. He looked so innocent and beautiful. 

        When the boy left I asked the doctor if he had said who he was. The doctor told me that he was my boyfriend. I laughed when the doctor said that. "What would somebody as beautiful as him want to be with somebody as ugly as me", I said. I didn't believe the doctor. He had to be lying which means that, that boy cannot come back into this room. I didn't know him or anything about him, so how could I let him back into this room. 

Tylers P.O.V. 

       I stood up and went into the room knowing that the love of my life wouldn't remember who I was. When she said that she didn't know any Tylers my heart fell. I was hoping that maybe just maybe she would remember who I was. After staying for a few hours maybe it was minutes I didn't remember I left. I couldn't stand there knowing that she couldn't remember who I was. 

        I went out to my car knowing exactly what I was doing I sent a suicide note to all my friends  praying to god that maybe I could go through with this without them finding it first. 

Cliffhanger  Ok so I only updated because I havent in weeks ok bye bye now 

Love licimarie