Abused(On Hold)

Chapter 27

John and I were holding hands while walking. He was humming to himself and Carly was staring at us with a blank face. Every once in awhile I would jump at a loud noise and John would assure me that we were fine. Dave's voice kept replaying in my head.

*flashback*

" you can escape me twice, but don't think that you can escape me three times", he said before ripping my clothes off and raping me to the point where I couldn't stand.

End flashback......

I cringed at the thought of what would happen to me but realized that John was with me and wouldn't let anything happen to me. My thoughts were cut short when I felt John tense beside me. I looked around but didn't say anything. He nodded towards the road and I saw him. He was talking with the cops and showing them a picture of me. They nodded and Dave drove off. John ran out after Dave was gone and explained our situation. The cop just laughed and told him to get lost. We kept walking all day and all night finally coming to a town. When walked into the nearest hotel and got a room. The lady smiled and handed us our key. That night John and I slept together in a bed with Carly in between us smiling happily. I couldn't help but let my mind wander to my own kids and what they could be doing right now.

I smiled when I saw a mental image of them being happy and laughing on a beach somewhere with each other splashing water and just being a kid. I couldn't stop the tears from falling I was going to make things right and try to get my kids back once Dave is put into jail for life. Just thinking about him being behind bars for the rest of his life was enough to make the biggest grin stretch across my face.

Johns P.O.V

Lily thought that I was sleeping but I was really watching her. When she grinned I almost couldn't stop myself from grinning as well. The day that I first met her she was merely was just supposed to be a good fuck. I never thought that I would fall for the person that I was supposed to murder. She was laying there so helplessly and I felt so bad for her. I wish I could tell her the truth. I wish I could tell her all the nasty things Dave did to me as well. I wish I could tell her that Dave is really my dad and that he had hurt me just as much a he had hurt her. I wish I could tell her that I watched everything that happened to her behind closed doors. I wish that she could just know the truth. The whole time I was making up the story of Dave being my uncle I was so wrong. It wasn't true at all. Well part of it was my mom did send me away he did kill her, but he found me and took me away from the family I was living with.

Lily soon fell asleep and I never noticed I was too busy thinking about my last that I hadn't notice her close her eyes and drift off into a deep sleep. I watched her sleeping wishing that I could be strong as her.

*flashback*

"Dad please don't do this", I asked begging him to stop when he took his pants off he pushed me down and raped me. Making my mother watch. I looked at my mom she had tears streaming down her face. The whole time my dad was raping I was thinking to myself. If only I had done the stupid dishes. This wouldn't have happened.

*end flashback*

The horrible memories clouded my mind and made me feel disgusted. Slowly I got out of bed and walked went into the bathroom. I turned on the shower and got in making sure it was all the way on hot. I scrubbed the memories and the feeling off my body. When I got out I still didn't feel satisfied. I couldn't help but think, what If I turn out to be the monster that he is. I was sitting there on the bathroom floor with my thoughts when I fell asleep. I dreamt of me hitting lily and raping her.

Lily pov

When I woke up John wasn't in the bed. I walked to the bathroom and saw him lying on the floor crying and saying no. I shook him and startled him.

lily my love, youre ok, John asked when he saw me.

I mustve loked confused because he said that he had a bad dream. I pulled him too me and kissed i knew that we needed to get up and start moving before Dave found us, but that thought wasnt running through my head when he kissed me. The kiss was unlike any kiss weve shared. This kiss had so much love and passion poured into it.

When we broke apart I wimepered and he smile, we have to get moving before he finds us.

I nodded and got up off the floor pulling John up with me. I grabbed the still sleeping Carly and started walking John not far behind me. He soon caught up and said that everything was clear. We were walking for at least 2 hours before we heard the sound of vehicles. John went ahead of Carly and I to see what it was. When he came back he said that there was a high way up ahead. I grabbed Carly's hand and we ran as fast as we could thtough the forest. When we got to the clearing i smiled at John. Maybe this will be our chance at freedom and love. When i thought about love I thought about Tyler, but this time when I thought of him I didnt get that pain in my chest like i was used to this time something told me that everything was going to be ok..... or at least thats what i thought.

ok so i have decided to go on with this story and make dream on have diifferent characters. It has a way different plot line than this one and i dont want that!!