Abused(On Hold)

Chapter 20

                      It is Friday and I'm freaking out, Dave left for work about 20 minutes ago and I'm packing the kids' stuff. After packing there stuff I load it into Tyler's old truck. Once the kids are buckled in we hea to the airport. On the way there I think about Dave and if my plan will really work, or if he will find them. My favorite song Sound of Madness by Shinedown comes on and I turn up the radio. The kids and I both start singing along. 

Yea, I get it 
You're an outcast.
Always under attack.
Always coming in last, 
Bringing up the past.
No one owes you anything.
I think you need a shotgun blast, 
A kick in the ass, 
So paranoid... 
Watch your back!

Oh my, here we go... 

Another lose cannon gone bi-polar
Slipped down, couldn't get much lower.
Quicksand's got no sense of humor.
I'm still laughing like hell.
You think that the cryin to me, 
Looking so sorry that I'm gonna believe, 
You've been infected by a social disease.
Well, then take your medicine.

[Chorus]
I created the Sound of Madness.
Wrote the book on pain.
Somehow I'm still here, 
To explain, 
That the darkest hour never comes in the night.
You can sleep with a gun.
When you gonna wake up and fight... for yourself? 

I'm so sick of this tombstone mentality, 
If there's an afterlife, 
Then it'll set you free.
But I'm not gonna part the seas
You're a self-fulfilling prophecy.
You think that cryin to me, 
Looking so sorry that I'm gonna believe, 
You've been infected by a social disease.
Well, then take your medicine.

[Chorus]
I created the Sound of Madness.
Wrote the book on pain.
Somehow I'm still here, 
To explain, 
That the darkest hour never comes in the night.
You can sleep with a gun.
When you gonna wake up and fight... for yourself? 

I created the Sound of Madness.
Wrote the book on pain.
Somehow I'm still here, 
To explain, 
That the darkest hour never comes in the night.
You can sleep with a gun.
When you gonna wake up... 
When you gonna wake up and fight... 

I created the Sound of Madness.
Wrote the book on pain.
Somehow I'm still here, 
To explain, 
That the darkest hour never comes in the night.
You can sleep with a gun.
When you gonna wake up and fight... for yourself? 

When you gonna wake up and fight... for yourself? [x3]

          I love that song so much. By the time it's over were at the airport. We walk in and I give the kids there tickets. I send them on their way with a lady that says will take them to their plane. When I can't see them anymore I turn around and walked out of the airport before I could change my mind. 

          When I got home I broke down in the driveway. I went inside to to clean up a little bit before I do what i'm going to do. The dishes were my first thing to do. I didn't want to leave them  dirty . The least I could do is leave Dave with a clean house. After the dishes were done and the floors were swept and vacuumed, I grabbed a piece of paper and wrote Dave a note. Then I went to the store and bought the stuff I needed to do what I was about to do............

Cliffhanger :) the next chapter is the last chapter :) love ya guys.