Abused(On Hold)

Chapter 12

              Tired and ready to go to bed, I put on my pajamas. Tyler and I had just gotten home from the doctors visit that I just had. I'm 7 months pregnant, only 2 more to go. Tyler and I haven't had any trouble since that terrifying day when Chad tried to rape me. At first I had to go to counseling everyday just to get those thoughts out of my head. Tyler seemed to understand and I knew he did. He was abused by his own father. 

                "Tyler", I said when the lights were off and we were cuddling in bed. "Yes" he whispered nuzzling his face in my neck. "What did your dad all do to you", I asked? Tyler sighed and sat up. Sadness flashed over his eyes and I knew he was thinking about it. I closed my eyes and told him I was sorry for asking. After a moment of silence Tyler started talking. 

          My dad was always abusive towards my mom. He was never that way towards me until I started sticking up for my mom. When my mom would just let him hit her I would get mad at her, but then I realized that there was nothing she could do. My dad was bigger than her. When I started sticking up for her my dad started getting more agressive towards me. He cut me for the first time when I was 11. My mom screamed at him and got cut. I always walked in the middle of there arguements. My father raped me and beat me to the point that I never wanted to be around another man. I never thought that I'd be able to move on from the memories that I have.  

    By the time he was done with his story we both had tears in our eyes. "Lily, when I'm with you i forget about all those things, I feel like I can move on", Tyler said hugging me tighter. I hugged him tighter knowing that he needed the comfort. We lay there in eachothers arms for what seemed like hours. Tyler had fallen asleep and I needed a walk. I grabbed Demon's leash not wanting to be out on my own. 

            After getting demon all ready I put on my coat. We went for a walk through the park by my house and I played fetch with Demon. I finally thought about my life and where it was going. Everything in my life was perfect. Little Jace Wesley and April May are on the way and I'm really happy. 

      When I got home Tyler was in the kitchen making pancakes. He didn't freak out when I walked in which meant he must've saw my note. "Hey baby", I said walking up behind him and wrapping my arms around his waist. "Hey", he said happiness in his eyes. I stole a piece of bacon off the plate that was sitting next to Tyler and he got all pouty. "Hey!!! Your supposed to wait", he said huffing and crossing his arms over his chest. When he stuck out his lip I kissed him lightly biting his lip ever so gently. He didn't let me pull away instead he pushed me up against the counter and kissed me hungrily. "You know if your hungry theres bacon here", I said when he pulled away to take a breath. He chuckled and kissed me one more time before once again diverting his attention to the stove. 

        We sat at home and watched movis for most of the day. We watched the movie mama and I swear I just about died. Tyler had to get up and shut off the movie. 

     That night in bed Tyler and I were laying there. I was still freaked out by the movie and couldn't get that weird creepy lady out of my head. If I ever lost a kid like they did at the end of the movie I would die. I couldn't imagine losing a kid after I lost Taylor. Tyler could tell that I  was feeling down and he hugged me tighter. 

       I smiled. I love laying in his arms, theyre so strong and I feel so safe in them. Without Tyler I don't know what I would do. He's on my mind cnstantly. I wish there were words to describe just how much I love him. He means more than the world to me. The way that he understands me on so many levels, and wants me for me makes me happy. He doesn't want me to change he wants me to be the way that I am.

       My life I feel couldn't get any better. I got the most amazing boyfriend, a beautiful baby on the way, and a roof over my head. I fell asleep thinking about these things with a smile on my face.

      Tyler woke me up the next morning and told me that I should get ready for school. I put clothes on and was sitting out in his car. He came outside looking as sexy as ever. That boy never fails to amaze me. When we got to school everybody said hi. We smiled and said hi going to our first hour class.

     Tyler had changed his schedule so we had all the same classes in case my water broke during school. He could get me out of there faster. I was sitting there when I heard dripping. Everybody else in the class gasped. When I looke down I saw that my water had broken. 

          The whole way to the hospital Tyler was freaking out. I was calmer than him and that was a surprise. When we got to the hospital the doctors got me to a room right away. We were stuck  there for awhile before the doctors came in. My contractions are now 5 minutes away and the baby is coming.