A/N: my soul is dying and I need jesus. And since I'm Satan, when I went to a parade a priest squirted holy water on me and my arm melted.. Okie Dokie enjoy. Pls vote and comment.
Michael's POV:
Ashton presses me against the lockers in the changing room. He's holding my hands above my head with one hand. With the other he removes my belt.
"P-please Ashton." My stomach does backflips, and my heart pounds in my chest. He never leaves me alone. Ashton has harassed and bullied me since eighth grade. He growls and unbuttons my jeans.
So dominant and possessive. I squeeze my eyes shut and pretend I'm somewhere else. My knees are weak and I'd be on the floor if he wasn't holding my arms.
"Are you going to.. to ra-rape me." I ask tears welling up in my eyes. Ashton punches the lockers by my head and I squeak and flinch.
He lets go of my hands and I drop to the floor. Covering my face with my hands, I feel Ashton grab me by my arm and pull my to a standing position. He laughs.
"No Michael." He shakes his head, "Wanted to see what was mine." I blush as he runs his hand up the front of my shirt. What the hell was he talking about. He's not my boyfriend, he's an asswipe who wouldn't let me have friends.
But still, I like the way he said that. He glares at me after I tell him I'm not his. I back up, bumping into the lockers. My belt still in his hands. Ashton pushes his arms on the sides of my head caging me in.
"C-can I please go home.." I ask not meeting his gaze. I could feel his eyes trailing over my body. Ashton leans down and pokes my neck with his nose. I feel his hot breath on my neck and my heart flutters.
He kisses my neck gently. I try to move away but he pushes my head back and continues. I push his chest in attempt to move him with no effect. Ashton just wraps his arm around my waist and the other stays on the lockers.
This was no the time nor place, and it was extremely unwanted. As I wiggle and try to escape, he bites my neck and starts to suck at my skin. I gasp and whimper. This is so new. I'd rather have the Ashton who pushed me into my locker.
"A-Ashton.. please." I whisper. He pulls away and examines the hickey he left on my neck. Lust filled his eyes. I didn't like this Ashton. He was scary and more dominant than usual. I look down at my shoes.
"Now I'll take you home." Ashton says throwing my belt over his shoulder and wrapping his arm around my waist. He leads me out of the locker room and I feel everyone's gaze on us. My hair is a mess, I have a hickey and my belt was on Ashton's shoulder.
What would Calum say when he heard this. Oh my god. He'll flip shit. I avert my gaze from Calum as we walk out the front door of the school. Ashton opens the car door and pushes me to sit. He gets in the other side and turns on the car.
I scoot as close to the door as possible and lean my head against the window. Ashton looks over at me when we are stopped at a red light. "Are you scared of me..?" I open my mouth and close it.
After a minute I nod and his jaw clenches. "You are so beautiful and small and I just want to hide you away from the eyes of other boys. I only bullied you so my friends wouldn't find out I liked you. But honestly I don't give a shit anymore. I want to be with you. And you are mine." He growls.
I don't know how to respond. I just stare wide eyed at him. He parks the car in front of his house. I can tell even though I've never been here before. Because it's not my house..
He gets out and grabs me by the crook of my arm and pulls me toward the house. I wait for my eyes to focus after he closes the door behind him. "Michael.. you don't know how long I've liked you." Ashton whispers.
I'm caught off guard by this and I stand with my back to him. He grabs my shoulder and presses me against the front door. Unlike his previous action, he leans down and kisses me softly.
My breath falters and I wrap my arms around his neck. He pulls away and whispers, "you're mine." I lift up my hand to correct him but his kisses me again. This time aggressively and he presses my hands to the door behind me.
I feel so helpless. But his touch made my insides turn to putty. He rips off my shirt and I'm stunned. I stand there half naked and cover myself. Ashton doesn't like that and picks me up and wraps my legs around him.
I inhale quickly as he pushes my back against the wall by the stairs and kisses me. I gasp and he slides his tongue into my mouth. Ashton presses his hips against mine and I feel his boner. I blush deeply. But he felt so good. Tasted so sweet.
Ashton continues out expedition upstairs and throws me on his bed. My breath quickens and I realize what he was going to do. He removes his shirt and unbuttons his pants and slides them off. He pulls off mine and straddles me.
"Ashton.. I don't want to do this.." I blush and breath quickly. He looks puzzled. "How come." I bite my lip nervously and feel my eyes tear up. I cannot let him know I'm a virgin.
I can almost see the wheels turning in his mind. He knows. Ashton looks at me, "Am I not good enough..?" He whispers. I feel horrible, but this is the boy who bullied me for five years.
I look over his body and I let the tears fall. I did like him. I did. I did! This was impossible. I was supposed to hate him. Ashton nuzzles his face in my neck. "We don't have too," he mutters, " but you're still mine."
I let out a breath and wrap my legs around him. "We aren't laying here half naked for nothing." I say quietly. Ashton's face lights up. "You definitely won't regret it."
He kiss me roughly and pulls off his boxers, and follows with mine. I hold my breath as he penetrates me. I gasp and he kisses my neck. Ashton goes down my body leaving hickeys all over. He aggressively fucks me. It hurts so bad.
I'm breathing heavily and it finally doesn't hurt as much. I know Ashton's not a virgin, and I'm okay with him taking my virginity. He kisses me again and slides his tongue in my mouth and I arch my back as I come close. Gripping his shoulders tightly I leave scratches on his shoulders and back.
I cum all over us, but Ashton's not done he pounds into me for another ten minutes before cumming and pulling out of me. "Michael, that was amazing." I lay still for a minute as he wipes me up and himself.
I just had sex with Ashton. Holy shit.
