A/N: this one is straight from my heart because i have feels for on of my pals. And my soul is dying. :( KMS Pls vote and comment
Ashton's POV:
I smile my biggest fake smile for the camera. Picture day. Ugh. I was absolutely positively done with this school. The only thing that kept me going through my day was my best friend Calum.
He smiles at me and walks over to me after the picture is taken. I smile back at him and first bump him. I told him how I felt about him last year and he said he's okay with that. We kisses a couple times. Nothing serious.
He currently has a girlfriend, but he's always telling me he's gonna dump her. If he does I'll shake booty and make him mine. I sigh. That won't happen.
We walk out of the school and I hop in the passenger seat of his car. He's gonna drop me off at home. I lean my head against the window of the car and watch the houses fly by. He'll never like me back.
I glance over at him. His knuckles are white on the steering wheel. Calum abruptly brings the car to a stop in front of my house. He looks a angry. I don't know how to react when he yells at me to get out of his car.
I jump and fumble with the car handle before he reaches over and opens the door. I bite my lip nervously and apologize. "I don't want to see you ever again." Calum mumbles. Tears well up in my eyes. Calum nods and zips away as soon as I shut my door. Oh god what did I do. He hates me now.
I go inside and fix myself a bowl of cereal and sit on the couch. No one else is home. Calum has never been mad at me. We are inseparable. My best friend. Before I know it, tears are falling into my bowl.
I set the bowl down and cry into my hands. He'll never talk to me again. He hates me because I like him. I stand up and punch the closest wall, leaving a giant hole in it. Tears fall down my face and stain my shirt. I pick up a vase of flowers and throw it.
It shatters everywhere. Seeing the damage I've done I look at my hands. I drop to my knees and attempt to pick up the broken shards of glass. I give up after cutting my hands all to hell and place my fists to the floor. I bend over and sob.
I lost my best friend. Feeling ruined everything. Calum will never speak to me again. I never deserved his friendship. He would never love me the way I loved him. Calum had his girlfriend and his other friends. He didn't need a sad little gay boy for a best friend.
I press my forehead to the floor and feel the glass pierce my skin. What did it matter now. I lost my best and only friend. Yelling and crying I smack my hands against the floor. I pause and squeeze my eyes shut.
Hearing my name. "Ashton Fletcher Irwin open the door this instant!" I recognize that voice. It's him. I cry louder and squeeze my eyes shut harder. He doesn't love me. He never will. I hear the back door slam open and beat against the wall.
Calum runs in and drops to his knees in front of me. "Oh my god I'm so sorry. I didn't mean what I said. I love you so much." He's lying! He's lying! Calum's eyes gaze over my hands and face.
"I-I'm so sorry. I told her I wanted to breakup with her but she told me no. She was going to start rumors and spread lies about me." Calum helps me up and holds my waist gently as we make our way to the kitchen.
He places me on the island and turns to grab a towel. "I'll be right back. Don't touch anything." Calum shuffles away and searches for a first aid kit. He swiftly comes back and unzips the bag.
I hold out my hands as Calum pulls out all the class with tweezers and wipes away the blood. "Why'd you do that..?" Calum asks concern in his eyes. "Because you told me you don't wanna see me again." I look away and my eyes are full of tears.
Calum cleans up my forehead and wraps his arms protectively around me. I sniffle and wrap my arms around his neck. "You know I'll always love you, right.." Calum mumbles into my neck. My breathing is shaky and broken and Calum gently kisses my neck.
A shiver goes up my spine. He kisses me a little higher up my neck. And works his way up my neck and across my jaw. I squirm under his touch. Calum kisses my bottom lip and sucks on it gently. I stifle a moan.
He takes my top off and I bunch up the back of his shirt and pull it off. He kisses down my body and unbuttons my pants. I blush and squirm as he pulls them off. Calum follows with his own and tangles my fingers in my hair and presses my lips to his.
I loved him so much. His soft lips and dark hair. He takes off my boxers and lays me back onto the island. Calum slips off his underwear and pushes himself into me. I moan and cover my mouth. He fucks me harder and grips my thighs. The cold island against my back.
Calum's warm body pushed against mine. I was happy. Everything is complete. Calum moans my name softly as he aggressively pounds into me.
