AN: I hate myself. Thought you all should know. Pls vote and comment. And sorry that these are all shitty.
Michael's POV:
I've been friends with Calum for as long as I can remember. He's very protective of me and kept the bullies away. We always had the best of times together. He accepted me for who I am and my sexuality.
I look over at him on his couch, I was speechless at his beauty. I had liked him for so long I could tell he may have known. He looks at me through the corner of his eye and I blush and look away. Calum chuckles and gets off the couch.
"I need to tell you something Mikey." He says turning off the television. I lick my lips and sit up straight. "Yeah.." I whisper. He clenches his jaw and gets on his knees in front of me.
"I've seen the way you look at me, and... and I wanted to tell you before you started liking me too much. But I'm moving soon." He says looking me in the eyes.
"Wha.." I don't understand. He can't move. I feel the tears well up in my eyes and I stand up and run away. I feel him behind me reaching for me but I push open the front door and sprint down the road.
Calum. Calum. Calum. He can't leave me. I was so close to telling him. Even though he already knows. I furiously wipe away my tears and enter my house and run straight to my room. I stand and look around all the pictures I printed out of us.
Calum was so beautiful. He smiled whenever be saw me, and you could say the feels where reals. I clutched the favorite picture of us I have. I have my arms around his waist and he's holding me close. Tears are flowing from my eyes and I throw myself on the bed.
He's moved away less than a week later. I had avoided and ignored him the whole time. It killed me. I'd see him in the hallway or on my way home, and he'd smile at first then the smile would slip as fast as it came.
It broke my heart more and more. All I did was lay in my room and cry. He'd only been gone almost a year and I still wasn't over him. Calum's hair and his dark eyes. Don't forget his muscles, he had it all. He was passionate and sweet.
Ugh. I had it bad, and you know what was worse. He messaged me every single day to tell me how it went. I cried every time. Calum would call me on his bad days and over all this time I only picked up three times.
I tried so hard to cut him and the memories of him out, but it was so hard. He made butterflies in my tummy and my knees weak. I couldn't walk straight, always bumping into things when I thought of him.
I sigh and lay on my bed. Headphones in, blocking the world out. Music blasting. Tears falling. Suddenly, the music is paused and o hear my ring tone blaring in my ears. Yanking them out I pick up my phone to check out caller ID. 💕Cal😈 I unplug the headphones.
"H-hello." I sniffle. I hear Calum sigh in relief. "Hey Mikey." My heartbeat speeds up. I frantically run about my room and put him on speaker phone. "What are you doing. Sit your ass down and let's talk."
I plop down on my desk chair and stare at my phone that I placed delicately on the desk. "Okay.. So I've moved right." Calum sighs. I choke back a sob. "Y-yes Cal, I know.." I hear him laugh loudly. His voice bounces off the walls of my room and back at me. Ahh, his laugh, sends me into a spiral of memories.
The tears spill over and I sob. "Oh Mikey don't cry, please.." I cover my mouth in attempt to be quiet. "Mikey Mikey Mikey go downstairs and make yourself a bowl of fruity pebbles." I laugh weakly and comply. With him still on the phone I walk downstairs and into the kitchen.
I fix myself a bowl of fruity pebbles and slowly eat them as Calum talks to me. He tells me all of his favorite memories of us. I cry slower and I'm a lot calmer when I finish. I shuffle up the stairs sadly. "Mikey, I love you." He whispers. Calum hangs up and I lean against the wall. What?!
I gasp and sprint up to my room. He said it! He said it! I open the door and slam it. Still crying I run around and take down all the pictures of us and stare at them intently on my desk. I sob, he said it. But I was never going to see him again. I let out a straggled cry and gasp for air.
I hear someone clear their throat and turn my desk chair around. My eyes are met with big dark eyes that are filled with longing. Then suddenly, no words are swapped lips on lip and bodies on the bed. I'm laid down carefully yet forcefully. The person pulls away and I see someone I've wanted to see for the longest time.
"cALUM!" I exclaim he smiles and presses his face into the crook of my neck. "I've missed you so much Mikey." He sighs and breaths in. Calum gently places little kisses up the side of my neck. Butterflies burst in my tummy. I can't speak, I just let him.
Calum gently pull off my hoodie and t-shirt. He kisses my chin and down my chest and tummy. I squirm under his touch. Calum holds my hips down and takes off my sweats. I open my mouth I speak but only let out a pathetic squeak. He looks up at me and pulls off his shirt. My heart stops beating. Oh my god. Where we going to.. to have sex.
I stop breathing as he removed his pants and boxers and cover my face and curl my legs over my naked body. "Mikey. You are the absolute most beautiful thing I have ever seen. Nothing could change that." With trembling lips I smile and lean up to kiss the gorgeous boy.
"I love you so much Calum.."
