Your typical love story about a girl and a YouTuber

Ch. 18

Idk what else to do because no one is talking to me and I'm really lonely and heartbroken so here we are.
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Erin's POV |
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I sit here alone in the dark, springy bed. There's holes and tears in it, with the sheets stained brown from dirt and grime. I flinch at shadows of birds in the windows and my own shadow moving every so often.
Once again, I sit here, alone. Waiting for him. I love him...
My mind flows through all our memories together.
I reach my had towards my face, feeling the drips of my salty tears running down my face. I don't even feel myself crying anymore, the pain is numbed away by now.

Sometimes the man comes into the room, tightening the chains on my shackles, sometimes beating me while he does it. My body aces every day, but mostly my heart. I try asking the man what his name is, and every time he says, "I'm depression my dear." I don't understand his words, but I just hope everyday that Taylor, Chad, and Noble will come to find me.

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Tays POV |
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Soooooooooooooooooooo we got kinda distracted from saving Erin. It's been about a week. We got distracted because of...um....Chad.

He kinda had to go to the hospital? We don't know why........

Everything seems to be fading away, waking up it almost feels like.

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So.

Noble and I are walking around the shady part of Indianapolis right now. We see an old abandoned building. Noble wraps his arms around me and whispers in my ear. "I have a bad feeling about this one. Let's go in."
We walk in and up the creaky steps. There's only one door when we walk up the steps. Noble carefully opens the door.
I scream at the sight I see from here.

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Erin's POV |
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I scream and open my eyes. The light focuses and I see myself strapped down to a hospital bed. Chad is kneeled down next to me, crying.
"Ch-chad?"
His eyes wander up looking at me. His mouth opens and his smile grows.
"Erin I-I can't believe you're finally awake..!" He cries.
"What happened?"
"Well..we were about to leave for indypopcon and you were supposed to be packing but..ugh...it's all my fault..."
"But...we were at indypopcon?"
"Erin..we never went. I was packing myself clothes and...and..the next time I looked in you were passed out with....blood all over you..."
"What??!!" I yell.
"You attempted to kill yourself. You passed out and I took you to the hospital. You must have been dreaming about us going to Indy together..."
He begins to cry again and he takes my soft hand, placing it in his, then softly kisses it.
"Please don't leave me erin.." He says softly.
"I'm sorry..I didn't even know it happened..."
"I love you Erin."
"I love you too chad." I sigh and think about how mad I am at myself for doing this...I hurt him. It's all my fault...

*a week later.*

I lay In bed with Chad next to me, sleeping happily. I smile to myself, finally. I haven't smiled in a while. But dang, I really wanted those plushies we bought in my "dream" of Indy.

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Yeah this was kinda depressing lol.

Disclaimer : I'm sorry. I would never attempt suicide. But some of this is views from my own mind, and how bad it is sometimes. But hey it's okay!

It's 1:23 am and I'm publishing this. Goodnight.

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x Sylver