Being a Lovato was never easy

Chapter 24

Demi's POV

It's been about four days since I ran out of the hospital which Ellie is staying at and I can't help but feel guilty about it. However, I am unable to turn back now, I have no idea where I am let alone how to get back. I am sure Ellie would have woke up by now and my family is moving on.

My car broke down two days ago so I have been walking aimlessly searching for a decent place to escape my reality.

I walk past one of the market stands that are normally scattered around and a magazine cover catches my eye. The title says 'WILMER VALDERRAMA'S BODY FOUND MASSACERED WITH NO TRACE OF KILLERS!'

When I read the title I was absolutely mortified and I started to cry uncontrollably. The love of my life is dead. Multiple questions raised in my head:

Are they sure it's him? Why would anybody want to hurt him? Did he suffer before he died?

My mind was racing, I really want to get vengeance on his killers. I've lost my family and now I've lost the one who stole my heart. The light in my life has just been put out, I'm lost.

Everywhere I turn there are articles about what happened to my other half, it was becoming unbearable. I wish he was here to tell me what to do and to guide me into the right way.

My life seems to be going down hill, first I lose my wonderful family who have always been my back bone to keep me heading in the right lines and my one and only has just been massacred, I really don't know how to cope.

I am starting to wonder if ending everything once and for all will relieve everyone from the harm that I have already caused. Dallas clearly no longer wants me part of her life or the rest of our families, it's too hard to live with.

I have absolutely no idea where I am right now or where I am actually going (perhaps just along another hopeless road).

Maybe my family will miss although I highly doubt it.

"HEY! LOOK WHERE YOU ARE GOING YOU RUDE PERSON!!!" exclaimed a badly spoken woman, who let me just say, I didn't realise I bumped into.

She seemed slightly annoyed and was wearing torn and worn out clothes.

"I am so sorry, I guess I was caught up in thought that I wasn't paying attention to my surroundings." I tried to explain but she didn't seem to care, it was like talking to a brick wall.

Her reply was just a shrug of the shoulders and deliberately nudged into me with a painful amount of force. I was left speechless as she was walking away from me.

So now, not only have I lost everyone I care about, I am now disrupting strangers lives.

The road just doesn't seem to end, it is like a clear representation of my life at the moment, I wish I could just end the pain and put the road to a halt....