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I step up to the grave shaking slightly.
Vampire's seem to feel things twice as much.
And it was hard enough.
Knowing she was dead.
and i am forced to live on forever.
I fall to my knees.
And put my head in my hands.
And sobb.
Is this how she felt with me?
I wouldn't wish this pain on anyone.
I am truly sorry she had to hurt like this.
My last words to the love of my life
I love you i hope you know that.
im sorry i left you.
I'm sorry i wasn't there for you and Maria.
I'm sorry i wasn't there to kiss her goodnight.
Or hold you through the cold nights.
I'm sorry i missed all of Maria's birthdays.
And your birthday.
Every party.
Every laugh every smile.
Every cut knee.or bruise.
I'm sorry for every night you hurt because of me.
And every time you cryed.
I wasn't there.
I would give anything to have gotten the chance to have our family.
I love you Madlena.
Forever and always.
it won't matter how long i live.
Or what i do you will always be in my heart.
(And she always was,and still is.)
Time can heal any wound.
But love is ever lasting.
(This wasn't the last time i came here.but these were the things i had to say.now,)
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