Living Life Undead, book 1

.more than you know

I pretty much just lay here.

Intil i hear sounds foot steps in the house.

I sit up.

And get out of the bed.

I peak out of the door.

Nathan is in the kitchen.

I sneak in there.

Its not hard I'm good at it and he's four.

"What are you doing?"

He jumps at least five feet in the air.

Then looks at me.

Guilty.

"I hungery.but i do not want to wake mum"

"I will help you."

He nodds.

"Where does you're. Mum keep the food.?"

I always thought it funny he said mum.

He was to young to really say mother.

He leads me to a closet into the side of the kitchen.

I look in it.

And get out a bag of buns.

I give him one.

"Here love."

He takes it gladly.

That will have to do him till she gets up.

I would offer to cook.

She just must tell me what to do.

"Come."i say.

I take him back to my room.

I shut the door.

"We don't want to wake you're mum now do we?"

He shakes his head.

I sit on the bed.

Then help him up.

He is done eating by now.

He looks up at me.

"I ask you something?"he says.

"Sure.anything."

"Is daddy ever coming home?"

I had not been expecting that..

I guess he had the right to know.but would Maria mind me telling him? I guess we will see.i hope she is not.

"No love."

"Why?"

"He is..gone baby..sleeping.."

He gives me a look.

"Like grand mum?"

I get a little choked up.

I had wonder if she had told them about her.

I guess so.

"Yes."

He would have never met her.as she died about four years before he was born.

But he must have wonder.or she wanted him to know.

"He's in a better place."i say.

But i had no way of knowing that.

I didn't know what happened to us when we die.do we go to hell?

"Where?"he asked.

"A good place.where you have everything you could ever want.he is happy there.."

"Why can't i see him?"

"It doesn't work like that..i wish it did."

"So...daddy gone?'

I nodd.

A few tears run down his little cheeks.

I wipe them away.

"Don't cry love."

I pick him up craddleing him in my arms.

As he crys.

.but he stops awhile later.

"He loves you.you know that?"i say.

He nodds.

"You got to be strong ok.help mum"

He nodds.

"You staying?"he says.

"Yes."

"Good you help mum two?"

"Yes love."

I was amazed how he acted.

Past his years.

All four of them.

He is a smart little boy.

Whom i do believe will become a great young man

One day.

I pet his thick hair.

He has his mum's hair.

And she has mine.

Thick brown wave's.

It looked best on Maria.

Well it looked beautiful on Maria.

Where on me it looked messy.

And on him.well it looked pretty darn cute.

I kiss his head.

"Be strong"he says.

"Yes.we both will be."

"For mum"

"Yeah."

"Do you love my mum?"

"Uh.yes"

"like daddy?"

"No like she loves you.i love her like that."

"Mum's daddy died too.?"

"Uh..yes.."

How does he know all this?

"Who told you this?"

"Mum."

"She missed her daddy.but she was strong.so i be too"

I was starting to get choked up here.

But nodded.

"I like you."he says.

Catching me off gaurd.

"Hum?"

"I like you."

"Oh.i like you too love."

"Why do you call people love.well lots of people do why?"

"Oh when you love someone.you call them that.i guess."

"You say it to mum.and my sissy's and me.you love us?"

"Yes i do."

"Then i love you two."

Aw.i hugg him tighter.

Then.

I hear a loud high pitched yell.

"Someone!anyone come!"

It is Maria.

I jump up with him in my arms and run to her room.

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