Living Life Undead, book 1

no words..

Its been almost a month now.

I've been staying with Maria.

And we've all been geting along.

Nathan and i have really bonded.

But i think he was just looking for someone like a father.

They all were still grieving.

It hasn't been long.

And i help as much as i can.

But still.I'm not him.

I am siting outside

Watching the kids play.

Maria is cooking supper.

I don't eat much.

I can still eat.

But not too much.

Maybe one full meal a week.

And a few snacks.

It does make me want less blood.

But i still need it.

"Papa!"Nathan screechs.

I smile at the cute little name he calls me and look over to where his sisters have won the game of tag.

By holding him down.

"Let him up girls!"

They don't .

I run over with me awesone speed.

And pick up Ellie and Annie (Anderia ).

And spin them around.

They laugh.

I stop and Nathan yells.

"My turn,my turn"

I put them down and watch them try to stand.

They end up sit and laughing.

I pick up Nathan.

And spin him.

He lets out a verey high pitched yell.

And oh man does that hurt my ears.

I stop and he lays his head on my chest.

I laugh.

Maria is standing on the porch now.

Laughing.

I walk over.

The girls fallow.

I sit him down.

"Supper is done go wash up."she tells them.

They do.

"How do you feel love?"i ask.

She rubbing her verey large belly.

"Quite good.just tired."

I nodd.

"You should rest more."

She shruggs.

"Its hard to do with three kids."

"You have me.its not like i get tired."

Not really true.but i could keep going anyway.unlike her.

She nodds.

We go in.

I sit at the table but don't eat.

"Mum guess what. "Nathan says.