Living Life Undead, book 1

more than beautiful.

1525.may 19,Saturday

I stand outside of a curch.

I could go in but.

It feels strange.

I do not know why.

i am waiting they will come out soon.

I am back in my home town.

Trying not to be seen.

I have not changed much.

but there is few people here that will know me.

I am scared.a little.

This is the first time since i 'died'

That i will see Maria.

I had to come.

Today she is geting married.

Her mother,it still pains me to say her name.

Died over a year ago.

She had been verey sick.

The man she is to marrie.

I have been.well watching him.

I would not let him marrie her if he was not worthy of her.

And that is a fathers job.

They walk out together.

Everyone else behind them.

But all i see is her.

she is not verey tall.

Niether me or her mother was.

She has my hair.

Dark brown ringed curls.

Her mothers eyes.

and in her beautiful white dress.

I have sen nothing as pretty.

Everyone goes back to their home for the recepion.

I go and try to blen in

So i caan watch her.

No one points me out.

But she does look over and see me watching her.

She gives me a puzzled look.

I go over to her.

"Um hello."she says.

"Hello."

"Have i met you?"

I can not help being a little hurt.

"No,my lady.I'm you're fathers,cousin."

Sounded good to me.

"Did you meet him,my mother told me he was killed when i was a baby."

"Yes,i have,he, he loved you so much."

She smiles.

"I wish he could be here,"

I want so bad to tell her I'm right here.

"He would be proud of you."

"You really think so?"she said trying to blink away tears.

"Yes i do.you are a beautiful girl. If i may ay so."

I was a little surprised when she huged me.

but savored every moment.

She also smelled good which is most likelly strange of me to think.

but she smelled sweet. Like strawberrys.

And..roses.

She let go and i wanted to pull her back in my arms.

But i did not.

"Love?"Jared called,the man she had just married.

"Nice to meet you.will i see you again? "

I thought for a moment.

"Yes,you will ."

"Verey good bye!"

She walks over to him.

Maybe i can see her again.

I can conrole myself now.

the thought of being in her life makes me happier than anything could

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