Chapter 13: Night Rain

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[Showers of Sadness]

Showers of tears flood
these streets
From the rain clouds
below my eyelids
Wetting the path that I
chose to tread

With sudden tears
and endless sadness

Suicide stays tempting me
Glistening in the sparkling
waters behind me
Calling my name hypnotically

Begging me to jump in
continually

Endless pain, Night Rain

Background sounds of
people conversing
Stars blinding my eyes
again
Cars distracting my blue
vision

Late night swimmers
swimming

Music filling spectator's
ears
A Runway of beach
models modeling
Children eating peanuts
under a nightlap

Me just being generally
sad

Endless pain, Night Rain

I wish I could partake in
these beach activities
But my heart won't allow
me
For my mind it's busy

Talking to the depression
within me

Like long term friends
That have lost contact
Meeting for the first
time in years
Tellings tales that has
never been told

That makes me the boy
cry in the cold

Endless pain, Night Rain

I'm home alone all over
again
Laying in bed in agonizing
pain
Curling my toes like the
crescent moon

Smiling continuously
like I'm a buffoon

But it's raining in my
soul once again
Like heavy rain in the
dry desert
Raining on the flood
of my sudden emotions

Into a sea of hurt and
depression

Endless pain, Night Rain

But I wish that I could
set fire to my Night Rain
And vanquish this deadly
pain that I'm experiencing

But I'm stuck in the maze
of your absence

Like a slave that can't find
redemption.

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