Forever is a lie (AJustinBieberLoveStory)

Its hard

-6 months Later-

Justin's POV

Being blind is hard. I haven't had sight for now 6 months. Everday,i'm always thinking about that day, the last things i saw before what happened.

But that doesn't change much. I'm still living without sight, which upsets me so much.

I remember realising that i was blind, i simply sat there on the hospital bed and cried, panicked. I almost lost it, i swear. I struggled to adapt to this new way of life, having to feel my way around. I coudn't watch TV, i had to hear it, i had to have those special books for blind people and learn how to read with my fingers. The only good thing about being blind is that my other senses are stronger. I can feel things better.

Adele, oh Adele never have i stopped thinking about her, shes my everything, but we've grown apart. I've lost so many fans. But most importantly her. Im not sure if she wants me anymore now that im blind and i cant do much. I miss everything we used to do, just her.

I still remember the last time i saw her. It was the day of the accident, a few hours before it happened. She was going out shopping that day with Caitlin and Megan, god i wish we had gone for that movie. Something i cant watch now. I wear glasses, sometimes not that it helps much.

Her smile was what caught my attention the most and it kills me to know that i can't see it when i'm with her.

***

It was the day of my Grandpa's funeral. We were all waiting outside before going in the building.

"hey, you" I heard someone say in my ear, instantly knowing it was Adele.

"Adele!" I smiled, feeling her move my body so i was facing her. She kissed my cheek, making me blush like crazy.

"You look very handsome" She giggled, touching my suit.

"Thanks..." I begun. "Can i feel you?" I asked her.

"You don't have to ask, Justin, i told you, its just the same okay?" I heard her say. I smiled before reaching out and placing my hands on her arms, moving them to her shoulders and onto her clothes, feeling her.

"Did i buy you this dress?" I asked her.

"You did indeed" She giggled. I chuckled back, before pulling her to me and hugging her tight, sniffing her hair as i did so.

Myself, Adele and most of my imidiate family were sitting in a room after my Grandpa's funeral. I was so upset and Adele was there for me through it all holding my hand. The service was beautiful though. We were now in here to find out about his will. I'm hoping to get a little something from him.

"For Justin...." The man said. I could hear him cringing paper and guessed he was holding the will out infront of him.

"I give you....my sight" He said.

My heart stopped and my eyebrows crincled together. I heard Adele gasp quietly and squeeze my hand tighter.

"What?" I asked....

I found out that my Grandpa was giving me his eyes. Eye surery. Eye transplant. I thought it wasn't possible, but it appears he took some tests or something before he died, and it's true. He's given me his eyes. I'm gonna go into surgery, have a transplant. I'll....I'll be able to see again!..

***

"You excited?" I heard Adele ask as we were sitting in my living room on the sofa. It was three months after the funeral and my surgery was in two days.

"I guess so, yeah" I replied, smiling. Adele giggled at me, before i felt her move closer to me. She reached out and began taking my glasses off.

"No..Del..." I begun.