One Direction Imagines

Song Imagine - Harry/5

Hate That I Love You - Rihanna & Ne-Yo

Song is on the side!

                                                    «That's how much I love you

That's how much I need you

And I can't stand you» 

I loved him... I needed him... But at the same time I hated him. He never seemed to care about me anymore, making me push him away from me.

«Must everything you do

Make me wanna smile

Can I not like it for a while?» 

But even though I tried to keep my distance, he never failed to pull me in again and make me laugh. His bad jokes never failed to make a small smile appear. His smile and laugh were contagious. Damn! I wish I could just stop loving him for a while... Just turn off my feelings for him...

But you won't let me

You upset me girl

Then you kiss my lips

All of a sudden I forget

That I was upset

Can't remember what you did»

Everytime we fight, he'll make me feel bad and shitty, and then place his gentle lips over mine, making me forget why I was mad and wat he did to make me mad. It was like a curse.

«You know exactly what you do

So that I can't stay mad at you

For too long, that's wrong» 

He know exactly what he does to me. He knows how much he messes with my feelings. He knows it, he knows it's wrong, but he does it anyways.

«You know exactly how to touch

So that I don't wanna fight

And fuss no more

So I despise that I adore you» 

Whenever I get worked up over him, he cages me in against the wall, touches my waist and cheeks tenderly and just stares into my eyes with his own mesmerizing green eyes. He knows the effect it has on me, calming me down and making me feel safe. I hated the fact that I was head over heels in love with him.

«And I hate how much i love you boy

I can't stand how much I need you

And I hate how much I love you boy

But I just can't let you go

And I hate that I love you so» 

I absolutely hated the fact that I needed him as much as I did. I've learned to live with it. The press still believes we're a happy couple. Just an act in public. They don't see through walls. Especially not ours. We put them up to protect both of us, and deep down, I still cherish every moment when he holds me tight. But I won't admit it, not to him... Not to anyone. I can't let him slip away from me, and i hate that.

«And you completely know

The power that you have

The only one that

Makes me laugh»

I despise myself for letting him know what he does to me. He knows he's the one of the few people who can make meg asp for air and clutch my stomach between fits of laughter. I think he knows me better than I know myself sometimes.

«Sad and it's not fair

How you take advantage

Of the fact that I love you

Beyond the reason why

And it just ain't right» 

It's pathetic how het akes advantage of my love for him. It's not fair. I don't think I have that effect on him, and if I have, he's damn ggod on covering it up!

His POV

«And I hate how much i love you girl

I can't stand how much I need you

And I hate how much I love you girl

But I just can't let you go

And I hate that I love you so» 

She don't know how she makes me feel. I hide it. I hate that fact that I love her and need her. I can't keep on doing this to her. I know I hurt her. I have to let her og, but I can't do it. I love her so much.

Your POV

«One of these days

Maybe your magic

Won't affect me»

I still wait for the day when I won't be affected by Harry. I really hope I will come out of this, but at the same time, I don't want it to end. The wonderful feeling he gives me is addicting. Like a drug.

«and your kiss

Won't make me weak»

I guess you can compare his lips with any kind of drug. His kisses is addicting. I never thought I would be this addicted to something, but now I am.

«But noone knows me

The way you know me»

Harry holds all of my deepest secrets. Even the ones I've never told anyone else. He definitly knows me better that I know myself.

«So you'll probably always

Have a spell on me» 

I've always known that Harry had that special pull on me, and I've always known that I wouldn't get out of it any time soon. Someon ewill even call it a spell, a curse... It will always be there... Forever...

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Hey guys! This took awhile, and I'm so sorry! More updates will be coming soon! I've benn really busy with school this weeks and haven't had much time to write.