One Direction Imagines

Song Imagine - Liam/5

Poison - Beyoncè

Song is on the side!

«You're bad for me

I clearly get it»

Noone believes me when I say it, but Liam do have a bad side. It brings me down, turning me inside out. He makes me turn into something that I'm not.

«I don't see how something good

Could come from loving you»

I understand that Liam is busy and have to focus on his career, but even whe he's off tour and stuff, he isn't even home. He's always out with his friends. And don't take me wrong, it's wonderful that heg ot someone else than me, but sometimes it would be good to have someone to cuddle with on the couch.

«The death of me

Must be your mission»

I don't want to be selfish, I never wanted to be selfish, but it hurts me when he choose his friends over me. It slowly kills me inside.

«Cause with every hug and kiss

You're snatching every bit of strength

That I'm gonna need

To fight off the inevitable»

He doesn't know it, but everytime we touch, he's draining out all my will I've built up to break up with him. I fall in love with him over again, every time we touch and every time we kiss.

«And it's a heartbreaking situation

I'm up in but I can't control»

It breaks my heart to think of Liam with another girl, but I can't keep doing this to him... To me... It's obvious that he doesn't want to be with me anymore as he push me away. I just can't control my feelings... They're all oer the place.

«You're just like poison

Slowly moving through my system

Breaking all of my defenses with time»

His love for me and my love for him is strong. It's no other way to say it. We're unseperable. He broke down all the walls I've built up over the years, in the matter of seconds.

«I'm not sure what to do

It's a catch twenty-two

'cause the cure is found in you

I don't want it, but I do»

When I sit down and think about my past years with Liam; when we first met, first date, going public, the hate... I never thought it would be this hard. It's overwhelming. I get confused, wanting to do something, but having no idea of what to do. I could never live without Liam. I wouldn't even dare to try.

«You're just like poison

My affliction, my addiction

I can't lie

Kiss me one more time

before I die»

I'm addicted to him. No doubt about it. His touch. His kiss. I don't know how he does it, or if he's aware of what he does to me.

«You ain't right, take me high

Then that high, it subsides

And my body flat lines»

If he ever gives up on me, I'm sure that I would give up on me too. I would die without him. He pulled me out of the depressive black hole, and into the warm light of love.

«Then you come to revive

Wait wait wait, I'm alive

But how long will it last?

Will it all come crashing down?»

I feel alive around him. He wakes up feelings in me, I never thought existed in me. I never want it to end, but let's be serious... How long can he be with me? I'm sure it's so many other prettier, skinnier, funnier girls out there than me. I'm just waiting for the day...

«How many doses

Am I needing now?

What's the prognosis?

Will you be around?»

I just hope we can make it work. It's noone else I'd rather be with than Liam. It can only be called real love... That's what's going on with me. I'm falling seriously hard for him. I just hope he'll stay with me.

«Or am I just another

Victim of an assassin

That broke my heart down?»

I've thought about it tons of times. Maybe he just use me? I mean two of his best friends got girlfriends and one of the two are engaged to his girlfriend! I'm happy for them, Zayn and Perrie, they share real love. You can see it in their eyes when then talk about the other or look at each other. Eleanor and Louis are so cute together. But I gett his comments, saying that I just use Liam for fame and money, but it's so much more than that. But then... What if he use me? What if this means more to me, than it does to him. That thought is terrifying!

«You're just like poison

Slowly moving through my system

Breaking all of my defenses with time»

«It's just my body

It's my mind

You don't know how many times

I told myself this can't do»

I know for sure that my heart tells me that staying with Liam is the right thing to do, and I can't even think about leaving him. I've told myself that I should leave him, but I can't do it. I just can't.

«Or that I don't need you

It's so unfair that I find myself

Right back in your care»

I've told myself that I'm better off without him, but I know I'm just lying to myself. In hard times, I wanna pack up my bag and leave. Drive away and never come back again. But everytime he holds around me, it's a rare treat,and I feel myself falling harder in love with him.

«You're just like poison

Slowly moving through my system

Breaking all of my defenses with time»

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