Labyrinth (KradLuz)

Exit (Epilouge)

~Kradness POV~

I stood there. Watching the plane my first true love was flying away with. I could only feel an unbelievable emptiness in my heart. I felt like everything was over now. The whole relationship with him was over. On the day he talked to me on that bridge I hadn't realized a single thing. Now... now I started to truly feel like this was the end.

The end of a story of two lowers... Two lovers who found each other, just to loose each other right away. I never thought it would end this way... Not on the day Luz said he loved me, not on the day we watched that movie, not even on the day he said he played with me all the time. I never thought he would leave Japan. I always thought he would be by my side forever. But I was so wrong.

It was like the floor under my feet was taken away, when Amatsuki told me Luz would leave the country. Of course I had to see his plane depart. I thought I could truly end things this way. In my mind all the pain I felt would just disappear when the airplane would rise up to the sky. It was just a thought.

I couldn't see the airplane, but already felt how my heart was suffering from the idea it would be the last time I was this close to one of my dearest friends.

I stood there looking down, trying to get my thought together while holding onto the fence, which was in front of me and kept me away from the airplanes and the one I loved with my whole heart, even though he already hurt me.

The fence was the only thing in this moment, that I was sure about wouldn't just disappear, not like the person I was here for. He would just disappear into a world where I never could find him again. Japan was way too big to hope for me to find him again, if he would ever come back here.

When I heard the next airplane, I looked up and felt how my heart begin to ache. It was surely the one he sat in. I never felt such a pain in my heart. Maybe, because my life was easy till this day. I grabbed the fence tighter and unconsciously all the things I experienced with Luz repeated in my head.

I saw my 4 years old self, next to Luz playing with him cheerfully. Then I saw in my mind pictures of me and him joining the elementary school, then middle school, then high school, after this the graduation. The last pictures in my mind where, when we began to sing together, the day he kissed me the first time and at the end... I saw him standing in front of the bridge. The picture in my mind, of him standing in front of me and saying everything between us was a bad joke, it was so unbelievably clear.

All the memories... They were over way too soon. I wish it would have been a longer story. Much longer. I wished for this so desperately, while falling on my knees, letting the fence go and screaming my sadness out. I couldn't breath, because my whole body was shaking. I never cried this hard before in my life and I hoped I would never have to in the future again.

After a few minutes I felt a hand on my shoulder and I looked up to the blond guy. I stood up and saw in his eyes."I'm sorry, that -" He hugged me before I could explain why I left him alone in the airport. "It's OK Kradness. I understand that you wanted to be alone. But now I'm here for you, ok?" I nodded and hugged him back while I began to cry again.

"Thank you. " I said to the smaller boy. He responded in his cute, but not really high voice, "You don't have to thank me. I want to make you happy, because I love you." He stroke my back and then, when I calmed down, we left the airport and went back to our hometown.

The town where everything began and ended. Just like everything else, my last relationship ended to let something new begin. Just like every summer ends to make place for the winter. Or the day that ends to let the night begin. Just like this everything repeats.

The feelings of humans, the memories they create and the thoughts they have for each other. They all pass by like shooting stars. But sometimes... Sometimes they reach someone.

My feelings couldn't reach him. They were strong, but not strong enough. Now... now someone else's feeling reached me and I hope I can make this person happy.

I went behind the stage, where the person that saved me after Luz left me, was already waiting for me. I smiled and looked at him. "I'm glad you're here." I said and he answered, like he always did, "I will always be by your side, because you're my everything Krad-kun.", "That's the reason I fell for you, Eve-kun."

Even though he made me forget Luz most of the time, I still wished I would see him again, so we could speak clearly about everything, that happened on that day. I was so sure he hadn't said the truth that day, but I never really could get the answer myself. Sadly, I never saw Luz again. Maybe... Maybe it was better this way, I thought.