Secret Sister

Chapter Thirt-Six

Chapter Thirty-Six

Niall ended up setting his alarm a lot earlier than I expected, it was only when he jumped on me did I realized that the sound of a microwave and crackling bacon was what was meant to wake him up in the morning. Weird…

It was 7 in the morning that we had to leave for the video after a very large breakfast thanks to Niall and his big appetite. Not that I was complaining about anything.

We arrived in the car park just as the others did and I rubbed my eyes, yawning again. “Not a morning person?” Niall commented and I giggled.

“No, its not that, I love mornings, I'm just not a… Waking up person” I said in thought.

“You're such a crazy lady” Niall shook his head with a chuckle, his mop of blonde hair shaking.

“Runs in the family” I heard Zayn comment and turned to see him, Louis and Harry. My breath caught a I saw Harry my mind running wild over what to say, how to act, should I just ignore him until I can get him alone?

“Are you calling me crazy?” Louis asked placing a hand over his chest and gasping, “That really hurts” he faked a sob.

“Dude, you're mental” Harry smirked at his best friend before smiling at me sending me a wink. I couldn’t decide whether to ignore it and pretend the guilt turning in my stomach was eating at my insides, or do I smile back, like nothing’s wrong and nothing ever happened.

Harry’s eyebrows furred together and I gave a smile, so weak and pathetic not even I would have believed me.  He raised an eyebrow and I bit back a sigh.

Come on Abby! You're making it obvious!

Forgetting it ever happened was harder than I could imagine. I knew it wouldn’t be easy, but this, this I wasn’t expecting. I had to tell him. I had to tell him soon.

“You guys ready to head in?” I looked at Zayn and nodded.

“Should we wait for Liam?” Harry asked, his eyes glancing at me then Zayn.

"I can be bothered, plus I need to get all that stuff done with Niall” Louis stated and I raised an eyebrow.

"What stuff?” I questioned.

“Yeah, I need to get my tattoos covered” Zayn agreed looking at his arms, completely ignoring me.

“Well I’ll wait out here for him” Harry shrugged like the good friend he was, “Abby, want to keep me company?” He asked.

I looked at Niall who nodded his eyes widening as he nodded to Harry practically shouting ‘Tell him now’. I looked back at Harry and opened my mouth but Louis cut me off.

“Probably a good idea, there’s nothing to do inside for a while” Louis shrugged beginning to walk the other two following behind him.

“Um… Uh… I..” I was very good at this ‘Subtle’ thing people spoke of. “Actually, I should come with you, I need to use the bathroom” Good excuse Abby, if only you had thought of it sooner and it had of actually sounded believable…

"What are you doing?” Niall whispered as I followed behind him, “That was the chance to talk to him alone”

“I didn’t want to tell him now, its still early, I don’t want to ruin the day for him” I told Niall.

“You have to tell him sooner or later, you're a horrible actress” Niall reminded me.

“So I’ve noticed” I looked back at Harry, he was looking at his hands, a confused look covering his face and I bit my lip as he rubbed his face and I sighed.

I couldn’t ruin today for him, but I knew that wasn’t the reason I couldn’t tell him. Not the big excuse at least. I was just purely afraid. I could lose Harry. I could lose Joe. Everything could go wrong.

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Joe’s POV

I rested my elbows on my knees, my head in my hands and my mind anywhere but Abby. I didn’t mean to, I don’t know why I did it, it was like I couldn’t help it. Like I had no choice and my body took over.

I know Abby didn’t want to, I could purely tell when I pulled away by the shock and confusion in her eyes. How she practically ran out. leaving me with my thoughts.

I’ve hardly moved since she left. Lora and Jake just stared, occasionally asking me what happened but I just shrugged it off, I couldn’t tell them, I couldn’t tell Jake especially. He’d kill me to find out that I kissed his little sister.

I don’t want was worse, that she didn’t like it. Or that I did like it.

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Okay, I’ll admit, my least favourite thing is when books on wattpad do really short changes of point of views, I honestly can't stand it and so I am really sorry to everyone who feels the same way but my internet is horrible at the moment, it’s so slow and I haven’t been able to go on wattpad for a week now. My internet finally began working about ten minutes ago long enough for me to post this. Sorry it’s so short but I probably should of put more effort into it all before but I also have had school work and everything, plus like 4 birthdays and work. Its like half of the chapter it was meant to be because it wasn’t finished so I cut it down to this.

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