It's been months. But I'm still here, sitting alone, thinking about you. Why can't I stop thinking about you, start to move on like you did?
My mind keep playing with me. Playing the memories that I shouldn't recalled.
Like how you held my hand and how it gave me tingles. Like how you held me in your arms when I was cold. Like how your little actions made my stomach felt weird. Like how addicted your kisses are. Like the silly things we did that made both of us laughed so hard.
I tried to stop thinking about it. I did.
I recalled why we always fight everyday. I recalled why you never there when I needed you the most. I recalled why you never understand me when I told you my problems were.
But you turned the blame on me. Like why am I so clingy. Like why I never let you spent time with your family. Like why I never let you enjoy your hobbies. Like why I always paranoid.
I guess that's why we broke up. I guess that's why we're done.
Do I want to turn back time? Yes.
Do I want to repeat what we had again? Yes.
Fights, laughters, tears, screams. That's what made us. That's what made us stay in the relationship for years.
But I have to accept that there's no more us. No more you, no more me.
What had left now is our memories.
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