The rant book

15/7/16

My first crush is back in contact with us finally. God I missed him but it feels like we are back to square one. I feel shy all over again and and well I feel like I'm getting to know him all over again. It honestly hurts to say that I've known this kid and we got so close but after about 4 months of not seeing each other,we are like strangers. At first the contact stayed constant but as time passed, hours into days, days into weeks and those weeks into months. Life got into a routine and I Guess he did not fall part of the routine. Maybe it was because he replied a Long while later, maybe it was because I wanted to move on. But ones first love never really fades does it...