Something feels off.
Not just off in the sense off but something feels messy, wrong, like it shouldn't be happening.
I wasn't feeling this all day but it started when I decided to ignore that guy I was talking about yesterday. Initially it was just over blind rage, suspicion or whatever but now I'm not sure if it's guilt or what but it feels wrong. Like I shouldn't be doing that, like maybe I ought to not do this but I don't know.
I don't know okay?
My mum gave me this talk about don't trust guys and ur not at the age to figure out if a guy has bad intentions or not. And I can't help but relate this to him.
I guess I'm just on the edge again.
And I fking feel like slapping my self because I have nationals in a week and I'm sitting here thinking about boys.
FML
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RandomFears that consume me to my very core. They make me doubt myself and everything about me. I hate it.
