Imagine for Nicolette (you have a really pretty name)

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Hey! Long time no upload. So sorry, This was a request that many people wanted me to do. I'm hoping I'll make a change with more bisexual things, ya knah i'mean?? I'M NOT GONNA MAKE A JOSHLER IMAGINE I THINK IT'S TOO WEIRD. Not the fact that they're gay but the fact that I know them as being best friends and imagining them dating is weird for me. Anyways, I hope you enjoy this, Nicole,  and everyone else that wanted me to write this! |-/

You sat next to Josh, his arm around your waist, as you stared out the window of passing cars and trucks on the highway. The tour bus was one of your favorite places to be because you got to spend time with Josh for a couple of hours before you got to the destination and he had to practice for his shows. The only problem was that you weren't alone with him until the night after the show in the hotel room. Jenna and Tyler sat next to each other on the couch on the opposite side of the bus. Josh leaned over and kissed your cheek as you continued to stare out the window. You didn't turn around, instead you smiled and kept your head pointed outside. Josh stood up and walked to the back of the bus. Tyler- a few seconds after Josh left- stood up and walked to where Josh was. You raised your eyebrow at Jenna. "What do you think they're doing back there?" You asked her, laughing through your words. She laughed along with you. "I have no clue..." She replied. You stood up, peering your head around the corner. You couldn't see them, but you could see a tiny bit of Josh's butt. (Sobbing). You walked down the hallway of the bus to see what they were doing. When you looked inside the room, you stopped your tracks in the doorway, widening your eyes at what you saw. There was Josh, tying Tyler tie tight to his neck. Tyler stared into Josh's eyes intently, watching his face and he continued to fix the tie. A gasp came out of your mouth, but it wasn't loud enough for either of the boys to hear. You stood there, continuing to watch as your stomach dropped. Then, Tyler started to lean in, trying to kiss him, you assumed. But, Josh turned his face away, shaking his head. "I can't do this anymore, Tyler. I have y/n. If she finds out, I won't know what to do." Josh explained to Tyler. Tyler looked down and let out what sounded like an exhausted breath. "Okay," Is all Tyler replied with as he started to walk out of the room. You quickly raced into the tiny bathroom next to you, trying to get out his sight range. Luckily, Tyler just missed you. You face heated up as you put your hand over your mouth, realizing what just happened. You felt heartbroken, but in a sort of way that made you fill with rage. The only thing that you could think was: I have to show him what that just felt like.

You tried your best not to talk to Josh unless he started conversation with you the whole day. The only reason being that if you did say something, you might blurt out that you saw what he did to you. What he did to both of you as a whole. You were thinking that your whole relationship had gone down the drain and had been there for a while. That afternoon, while the boys were at sound check, you sat on the bed that was in the hotel room that you and Josh shared. You were still extremely upset about what you saw on the bus earlier that day. You huffed and puffed and sighed, running your fingers through your hair for however long. It was being replayed and replayed back in your head over and over again. But then, something clicked inside your head. An urge and want for something came over you. You took a breath as you walked over to your door, turning your door knob. You walked across the hall to the room Jenna and Tyler would be staying in and knocked, butterflies filling your stomach. Jenna came to the door a few moments later, opening the door and smiling the moment she saw you. "Hey! What's up?" Jenna asked with a pleased tone. You didn't say a word, keeping your mouth shut trying not to say what you were feeling. You walked into her room and closed the door behind you, chickening out immediately as the door clicked shut.  "Y/n, what's wrong?" Jenna asked again, raising her right eyebrow and putting her hands in her jean pockets. You stared at her for a moment, taking in her beautiful face. Then something came over you, causing you to place a hand over Jenna's cheek. Once again, you remained there for a second, staring into her bright blue eyes. Then without a thought, you pulled Jenna's lips to yours, causing sparks to shock your lips. Jenna immediately pulled away, smacking your hand off of her face. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" She yelled into your face, causing you to flinch. You gasped and out a hand over your mouth, realizing what you has just done. You had betrayed Josh, even though he's obviously done it to you too.  "Jenna I'm sorry. I-I just," You struggled to keep talking. "Well it's just that I saw Josh flirting with Tyler today on the bus and....I don't know I guess I just felt so angry and confused and I needed to get him back for it. I'm sorry..." You explained to Jenna as she watched you with her mouth in a perfect "o" shape. "Oh." She whispered. "You know what? I think what would be best for you to do is to go to Josh and tell him what's really on your mind. I forgive you and I understand what's happening.  I've seen it too. I've talked to Tyler about it but he just said it was just to make Josh feel better." Jenna explained to you. You nodded your head, walking over to the door. "Hey Jenna?" You looked back at her as your hand touched the doorknob.  "Yeah?" She replied. "Thanks :)." You said right before walking out of the door and back over to your room.  (IM CRYING).

That night you decided to not go and watch the show as much as you wanted to. You thought it would be too hard to watch Josh with something like this on your mind. So you say in the room you shared with him and waited, sitting on your bed. When Josh finally walked through the door, a sweaty and smiley mess, you looked up at him with a straight face instead of a smile, which is was you usually did. "Hey. You weren't backstage." Josh said as he closed the door and started taking off his shirt to get changed. "Yeah I know. Can we talk for a second?" You asked him, trying to fight tears that suddenly started coming to your eyes. Josh slipped on a tank top and turned around, his face dropping immediately at he saw that there were tears in your eyes, now streaming down your face.  "Y/n? What's wrong?" He asked as he sat down next to you, putting an arm around your shoulder. You pushed away his arm and a sad look came to his face. "Josh, I saw you with Tyler today on the bus and..." You stopped talking to take a breath and wipe away your tears. "Oh. You found out. This is exactly what I didn't want to happen. Y/n, I'm so sorry. I promise you nothing more than flirting happened between us. I would never do that to you. And I'm sorry you had to find out for yourself and not from me." Josh said, now avoiding eye contact with you, looking down at his lap. More tears ran down your face as you realized you made a terrible mistake. "That's not all..." You said, letting out a small sob. Josh looked at you, lifting your head up with his hand. "What?" He asked as he wiped away one of your tears. You looked at him and pain immediately filled your chest. But you had to tell him. You had to. "I was really mad at you," You started, causing Josh to nod.  "So when you were at sound check, I went over to Jenna's room..." You stopped to take another breath and let out another small sob. "Y/n. What?" Josh asked again. You looked back up at him, noticing that some tears were coming to his eyes as well. "I kissed Jenna, Josh. I completely regret it. It was so stupid and it was just me being a bitch. I was just so mad at you and I couldn't help but try and get back at you." You said through sobs. Josh looked down again, but this time a smile came to his face. You wiped away tears and furrowed your eyebrows, staring at Josh's smile. "What?" You asked him. He looked back up at you. "Nothing. I just think it's kind of hot." He said through a laugh. A small laugh came through your lips. "So you forgive me?" You asked him,  wiping away yet more tears and sniffling. "Of course I do, y/n. Why not wee just forget all of this. It was stupid. I love you and I'm sorry." He said, wrapping his arms around you. You moved into his lap and kissed his shoulder, suddenly feeling perfect about your relationship and realizing everything would be okay.

YAY I FUCKING FINISHED THIS DAMN PART. IM SO SORRY IT TOOK ME SO FUCKING LONG TO WRITE THIS. LITERALLY LIKE A MONTH AND A HALF. IM ALSO SORRY TO ALL THE OTHER PEEPS THAT ASKED ME TO WRITE SOMETHING FOR THEM. ILL GET IT UP AS SOON AS I CAN. LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

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