All the memories come flowing back
Of the times he could be an amazing dad
I thought I could live without
But now I am in doubt.
I am not ready to accept
That he has changed so much
But I also am not ready
To except apologies and such
I am stuck in between
What I want and what I need
But things are never as easy
As one, two, and three
Things are easier in ways
like not having to deal with
Somethings he always wanted from me
But I could never give
I wish I could say I will forgive
But I am not going to relive
All the pain and sorrow
Even if it comes with some joy
I am going to go with the flow
Because I don't need anyone to help me grow
I am going to become
The person I want to be by myself
