I woke up the next morning patting the space next to me hoping for what I wished for but I was disappointed. The frown on my face showed how disappointed I was not seeing Odell laying beside me.
I would've thought that the love of my life would've came back so we could sit down and talk like adults but Odell wasn't mature for that. He had a lot of growing up to do.
When I said we needed a break I just needed time to myself. It didn't mean our relationship was over and done with. We just needed to separate because I couldn't be fussing with Odell everyday when I'm pregnant.
I didn't expect for him to ignore my calls and not check up on me like I'm not having his child soon. I wanted to crawl back in his trap and tell him that this break was over and he could come home.
I sighed out frustratedly rubbing my sore stomach before throwing the covers off of my body. My legs swung off the bed onto the side as I slid my feet in Odells Gucci slides.
I'll find myself wearing his sweaters, shoes over shirts to sleep in just because I missed him. I craved his smell.
I rubbed the crust out of my eyes walking to the other side of the room where the bathroom was located. I sat down on the toilet letting my urine flow then got up to do my daily hygiene routine before getting dressed. I picked out something simple just because I couldn't dress how I wanted to with this baby bump.
Heading into the kitchen I grabbed an apple because I wasn't really hungry. I had an doctors appointment today and no way I could get in touch with Odell so I gave up.
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I snapped a quick picture in the mirror before walking outside to me car.
"Baby I like it slooooow." I sung the lyrics probably wrong pulling up at the doctors office.
I took the key out of the ignition, grabbed my purse and headed inside. I signed in at the front desk before sitting down in an empty chair.
I checked my phone to see if any sign of Odell, nothing. I rolled my eyes and occupied myself with an magazine.
"Jessica Arnold?" The nurse spoke the name out but nobody acknowledged it so she moved on.
"Trinitee Allen?" She shouted my name out making me put the magazine down and get up.
"Hello." She smiled closing the door behind her.
"Hey the doctor is waiting on you in room 5." I nodded thanking her before walking off to the room.
"There's the pretty lady I was waiting on. How are you sweetheart?" Doctor Barnes smiled once I made it in the room.
