A Different World AU

Brain Farts

Bekky's pov#

Brain fart. Why the hell did I just do that? Looking at Katelyn now, I knew why. She was now my reason for living, everyone left their is just... gone. I so badly want to deny the inevitable. Deny that there is no possible chance in hell that the 'meat eating bastards' will tear apart my family.

Family.

Fuuuuck, the guilt. I could have stayed and helped. Could have stayed and protected and save. But no. There was no point? They were all surrounded by them, it would have been a miracle and a half to survive. I still think I hoped they have survived but I know I am dead wrong.

Sam and Blake.

They're gone. They are, physically gone. In their place is now an alien that have taken upon themselves to use destruction as their answer to survive. Eating off others, like it was their life source and will to 'survive'. I mean to them they probably don't even realize what they are doing little own know what they are doing. Doesn't make up for what they have been doing for the past, what, now 3 years?

The drop of moisture on my cheek. It felt like rain. You know how when it's stormy you get the cold and sometimes lonely feeling, almost like you are missing out on something? Only to find out it wasn't rain, your eyes.

Crying.

I can't stop. I couldn't feel numb anymore. There was too much. Pain. Emptiness. Sadness. Loneliness. Guilt. It was everywhere through my body, like it was taking every last breath I had and leaving me suffocating in silence inside my very own body.

''Bekky'' Katelyn says shaking me, physically by the shoulders.

''We just gotta go'' She says now pulling my arm dragging me along with her. So yes guys, that's what happened. Nothing heroic, I am so sick of everyone thinking in this world they could have done something to 'prevent' something else from happening, you can't. I chose to be a coward and flee, now I may live with that for the rest of my life.

#1 month later#

Blood. Everywhere. It was like it was tainting my heart. If I had any left... It feels it has somehow slipped away this past month I guess? Like I am becoming my outer shell again, nothing inside. Hollow. I guess you can say I am becoming Hollow.

''You not gonna like this'' Katelyn says peeking out the window. Right now we were still held up in the gas station, though by the creaks it likes to make, even comes with the sudden THUD hear and there makes me think otherwise.

''Your really not gonna like this'' She says again still not looking over towards me. I walk up to her and look past her out the window. Damn. Really? I walk back over to the corner of the room and grab my holster with my two pistols, three knives and an assault riffle shoves onto my shoulders. This whole exercise took less then a minutes. I was in a rush. I make my way to the door and get down, getting pass the booby traps we have set up to catch any 'unwanted' visitors, the dead and alive kind of course.

''Wait up!" I hear Katelyn call from above. I was still moving anyway. I slowly open the doors to reveal there was around 10 of them surrounding our building, how they weren't blocking the door I'm not sure of. I am not gonna say luck, pfft, luck, please.

''You guys are gonna have to try a lot harder than that to get some fresh meat'' I say sarcastically and loudly as well to draw their attention towards me. It worked. I began walking backwards, always looking over my shoulder in case there were any behind me. I see Katelyn make her way out the door.

''Yo, you got my back?'' I call out. She shakes her head but then nods agreeing. I keep my eyes on the 'wal-meat eating bastards' in front of me. If you just took a glance at them you would think they were just a skeleton, a walking one at that. This was going all-so-well till one decide to take a leaping chance at my appealing flesh. Okay, plan B. Don't really have one. Don't want to use my gun, could well and truly draw more to our hold up. We don't want that.

Two. Lunging at me now.

Come on! Really? Give me a freaking break! I quicken my pace. Maybe I could just lead them into a trap.

Three.

Fuck it. I reach for my riffle and begin shooting them down one by one. On the new set of clothes I managed to grab on a run where now covered in blood, guts and who knows what else. I manage to walk back to Katelyn looking like I have just finished shooting a murder scene.

''Are you okay?'' She asks concerned. I just glance at her, tilt my head to the side to see if she was kidding or not. She was serious.

''Let's go'' was all I stated. Very harshly to may I add. If I just didn't care about anyone, it would just be easier. The death part, me dying is nothing, its watching people that are dying around you that is the hard part.

''You going to be like this the whole time?'' She asks possibly referring to our trip to god knows where. I stop in my tracks and turn around to face her with an amused look on my face.

''Shut up'' I say in a bitch tone before turning back around and leading the way again.

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~Stay Beautiful~