A Different World AU

Last Good Days

#Bekky's pov#

This past week.. well hasn't been the best. When is it ever is? You know, the best? Today could be our last good day without even realizing it. But that's not even the worse of it. This past week has been consisted of nightmares... haunting's of my past... flashbacks. It has almost come to the point where it is unbearable. I just don't know how many times you can test someone's strength before they break under pressure. Just how much can be too much? They were the happy ones, the ones with my friends, goofing around having an amazing time together. Those were amazing. Then there were the bad, well not bad but the ones where my heart cringes at the feel of the missing person, the loved one who is no longer apart of my life, well living anyway. I sat up and starred out the window. We managed to find an abandon house near Alexandria, don't ask me why but Katelyn managed to convince me that we should head back just to make sure, she says for closure. After a while I cave in, I really do need closure. It's killing me on the inside, whether I admit it or not.

I sit up and face the morning Sun, just rising over the horizon. These rare moments when you actually wake to see the sunrise and witness the cloudy sky in front, with the different colors as orange, red and pink blending together against the blue sky, it was beautiful. I was drifting again, I didn't bother fighting it. There was almost always no point. This time it was when I was walking into school...

''Will you calm down little miss hot potato, your gonna burn me before I even make it to first period'' I joke towards Sam before she leaves me, of course not without a nudge from her in response. I made my way to my locker (gosh how much I have actually missed school over the past years...) grabbing my stuff ready for the next two periods seeing I am a lazy person and cant be bothered coming to my locker seven times a day. Then of course my locker decides to shut with force, knowing it couldn't have down that by itself I glance up to see no other than Blake. Of course he was wearing his charming, award winning smirk as per usual.

"Ranting to yourself again B? A little psychotic yeah?'' Gosh well good morning to you too. Of course the way he says it with such pride and attitude pisses me off. (One quality trait I miss dearly about him...). Blake... All those times he made me laugh and cry at the same time! Gosh I really do miss him.. A lot.

And Sam. Oh god Sam! I couldn't help but to let the huge smile come across my face even if I tried too get rid of it. Every time I think about her I want to smile with happiness and cry with pain. I miss her dearly... I miss how we use to be before this life.. How we would hang out together and how we were always there for each other. Gosh I even remember when we went to Walmart and bought tins of spray in assorted colors to spray on the wall in main street.

''We are going to be in soo much trouble!'' Sam says while giggling with excitement. She was beaming with happiness and continued spraying the wall.

''You know... I am going to the convention I was talking 'bout tomorrow...'' she says, making sure her hoodie was protecting her against suspecting eyes of the public.

''Yeah, yeah. Have fun, lucky bitch'' I remember telling her, I was being half serious and half not serious. It was fun joking around with her, she understood and didn't care.

''It is The Walking Dead Convention..'' she says trailing off happily. Her smile... gosh her smile always seemed to make me smile. So if it was possible, the smile on my face widened.

''You could come'' she says sassily. God her sass! That is a blessing and a curse! The rest is kind of a blue but I do remember running from the cops and getting the heck outta there. She has been with me through so much. Sam... This will be the Sam I will always remember her by, not the Sam this world created.