If You Haven't Guessed, I'm A Idiot

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#Katelyn's pov#

I couldn't believe my eyes. This place was still here up and standing! It was amazing! The walls were bigger and stronger! The pure happiness running through my body was insane, I haven't felt this way in what seems like forever. I look around and see everyone happily talking amongst each other and doing their jobs. We both followed Andrew into his house, we were getting a lot of attention from the others around us, seeing Andrew was comfortable around us, a persons appearance can change a lot in a few months let me tell you. We walk in, Bekky closing the door behind us.

''We will have the house to ourselves for you guys to settle back in'' Andrew says loud enough for the both of us.

''Chandler is staying over a mates tonight'' Andrew whispers to me before we all take a seat on the comfy couch back in the familiar lounge room. It was so strange, to think the last time I sat here was when I was still with Ron, this was before I learned he was a monster. After a while I have gotten over it, after beating myself up there was no point, nothing I did was my fault, he cause this to happen. Sound like a bad person saying that but I'm not, you got to move on sometime, and thankfully that was a long time ago for me.

''How has it been?'' he asks, then immediately regrets saying that after seeing the look on Bekky's face. If looks could kill Andrew would be dead right around now.

''How has it been??? Andrew! We have been OUT THERE for months! Fending for our lives! How do you think??? We come back expecting this place to be pretty much burned to the ground! Everyone is so different, this place is different!'' She yells. Could she quit with the anger once? This was Bekky we were talking about, the new and 'improved' version.

''You haven't even spoken a word to the others? How would you know?'' Andrew asks in disbelief.

''I don't have to speak to them to know'' she says, her voice still sharp yet softer. Andrew just glances over to me and I shake my head. 'later' I mouth before we continue.

''So what is the full story, we want all of it'' I say, speaking for both Bekky and I. She was shifting in her seat like she was uncomfortable, kind of reminds me the first time we met.

''It's nothing pretty-'' Andrew starts, Bekky snorts and continues for herself.

''Nothing ever is'' Bekky mutters.

#few hours and explanations later#

We walk out the front door and onto the porch. Andrew collected Judith from daycare they have here and brought her back. While he was gone I needed to clear the air with Bekky.

''What was that about in there?'' I ask her hurriedly as soon as Andrew leaves to pick up Judith. She looks at me with her eyebrows raised and arms crossed against her chest.

''Don't you see it?'' she asks, gesturing her arms to this place. I shrug back at her.

''See what? Is this still about the way Chandler-'' I say. Bekky had other plans. She point the finger in front of my face before speaking.

''I can't do this right now, tell Andrew I will be'' She trails off, losing her train of thought.

''I will be back soon'' She gulps before walking away.

''Bekky!'' I call out after her. I shouldn't have said what I did.

#Bekky's pov#

Was I finally losing it? I was going insane! I mean coming back here.. I am behaving like a four year old. I should be grateful the people I love are still alive! Am I really like this because of the way Chandler reacted? He was... different. He's changed. For the worse.. And what Andrew has told us? It's crazy what people have done here the past few months! They got this place up and running again! I kept walking... not really sure where I was heading till I realized my legs wandered me over to the place I wanted to be at.

Sam and Blake's.

I took a deep breath. I would have thought my chest would be constricting me of air by now but... no. Instead I was just feeling really sad, sad that they couldn't be here.

''Is it normal for you to sneaking around?'' I hear voice. Really? He had to be here now. I didn't want to face him, I couldn't. 'Just do it, you'll have to sooner rather than later' my inner voice argued. For once my inner subconscious is right. I turn around.

''Yes, I mean-'' I begin to ramble off before catching his blue eye. His crystal clear blue eye. If there was something I fell in love with him over, one of them is definitely his eyes. He has grown so much in the past few months. His hair is longer and the bandage is firm around his right eye.

''Who exactly are you?'' He asks, crossing his arms over his chest. My stomach dropped. Just the way he was around me, he really doesn't remember me does he? Like the first time we met- well not the first seeing it was at a convention... but when we actually SAW each other. When Sam, Blake and I first came here off Norman's bike. It was like his words were triggering a memory. The way I was going crazy at the time. I was so angry with finding out Brittany has betrayed us the whole time and that... I don't know... It was so long ago to remember exactly why I was angry, Brittany wasn't the only reason that much is sure. The way I caught sight of his eyes, they way they held a certain sparkle to them. Beautiful. I turn my whole body around to face him, I mimic his actions. I shake my head before replying.

''How have you been?'' I ask, momentarily putting his lose of memory to the side.

''Who are you? I asked a question first'' He says starting to get angry.

''I'm-'' I trail off, getting caught in his eyes again. If my stomach and heart could drop to hell, they would have by now.

''Melissa, I'm new''.

You idiot.

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~Can we just pretend? Pretend everything is okay again~

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