Ricochet (COMPLETED)

Chapter 6

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She saw the shock & realization in his eyes as a single tear rolled down her cheek. He moved to get off her but she wrapped her legs around him shaking her head.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck! Did I hurt you? Shit, shhh, I'm so sorry! Fuck! Does it hurt???"

He's so agitated she wanted to laugh, but its not funny. She bit down on her trembling lips to muffle a sob threatening to escape.

"Just.. Please don't move.."

"Oh God, I'm so sorry! Why didn't you tell me? Shit, I wanna hit myself for doing that!"

He was looming on top of her, making sure his movements are small so as not to hurt her even further. He continued caressing her face & kissed her on the lips.

"We weren't doing that much talking, from what I remember. And what do you actually expect me to say?"

"But, still! I could've gone slower & gentler! God I'm so sorry, masakit ba talaga?"

She nodded and her lower lip trembled, she's trying very hard not to cry.

"Oh baby, I'm so sorry, I didn't know.. I could've made it extra special, more romantic for your first time."

"No biggie, I just didn't expect it to be this painful."

He closed his eyes tight and his mouth tightened remembering how he must have hurt her, hugging her tight. She hugged him back while his forehead was resting on hers.

He buried his head on her shoulders, inhaling her heady scent. He gave her shoulders little kisses, nips here and there.  J supported himself using his elbows in order to look at her. She gave a shy smile, wrinkling her nose at him.

He chuckled then his eyes dropped to her lips, completely wiping his smile off. He kissed her hungrily as if his life depended on it. She kissed him back, her arms going up around his neck.

The kiss deepend, tongues continue to duel. He kissed her throat, nipped her lobe and went back up to ravish her lips again. He's nibbling on her lower lip, alternately sucking it gently, making her moan.

Then very gently he began to move. Her breath hitched.

"Tell me kung masakit pa, ok? Just relax, we'll go real slow this time."

She nodded but her body is coming alive now, the molten heat is spreading like wildfire. He was looking at her the whole time making her feel self conscious so she pulled him to her and kissed him senseless. He moaned in her mouth.

She started to moan and clutch at his hair, her other hand scratch at his back. She could hear her blood rushing to her head & her breathing getting shallow. She wanted to get closer to him so she wrapped her legs around his waist again.

He continued to pummel into her, both didn't realize there was nothing gentle about what they're doing. It turned wild & rough in no time. She was half sitting now with one of J's hand holding the headboard for support, his other hand firmly grasping her butt in place.

"Oh please, J! Don't stop, don't stop, don't aahhh!"

It felt like an implosion of heat inside her body. All her senses are flared up and she just kept on shuddering her eyes firmly shut. She faintly heard J's groan before he bit hard on her shoulder and collapsed on top of her.

"Shit, sorry I was out of control again. May masakit ba?"

She shook her head and gave a faint smile. He laughed and kissed her nose. She can't seem to take her eyes off him. Ang gwapo kasi, lalo na with his tousled hair & sleepy, heavy-lidded eyes.

"God, you're so beautiful! Alam mo naman siguro you blow me away."

"Dahil virgin ako?" She asked with slight sarcasm.

"No, dahil kahit anong gawin mo parang magic, it leaves me breathless."

"Hahaha don't worry, you'll get another round."

"Don't you mean rounds?"

They rested a bit but were at it again in no time. They both probably knew at the back of their minds they only have a few hours together.

The sun shining on his face woke him up in a jolt. His head still spinning, he looked at the empty & quiet room. No sign of her, it's as if last night was just a dream.

A cold hand clutched at his heart when he realized how on earth he'll be able to find a girl called M. The only signs everything was real were the fleck of blood on his sheet & the red scratches on his back.

She left quietly, walked out of his life forever.