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chapter 3: weird pleasure

I twisted the knob on my door and opened it. The door was opened halfway when suddenly someone opened it fully and the manly guy hyun joong appeared with his smirked and eyes filled with something I can’t explain, a lust? Like missing me that much, that something in his mind, grabbing me and lay me on bed? Owh what am I thinking?

“oh my~~~ hyun joong, why you keep scaring me like this. And how did you gets inside my room..did you get a spare key from my auntie?,,I asked him irritated s I entered my room and kick the door to close.

He shook his head and he step backward wherein, I step foreword. Something magnetic came and I follow his every steps until he reach the edge of my bed and we stopped walking. He slowly  pull me closer to him and inch our face, he caress it softly. I was poisoned again, an hallucinating poison. I feel a pressure that gives me something that took me in pleasure.

I closed my eyes and nothing  I can do. I let him do what he wants, all I can see now is the dark surroundings but I can feel the pleasure. Those traces on my neck, sucking of my skin trailing from my neck down to my body. It felt good but why I feel so weak? I can’t even move my hands or my body. It’s freezing.

I felt my shirt lift up and my body felt warm in pleasure. Are we making out? What are we doing? Why it feels so good? I mentally asked myself until I saw myself in that dark and another me standing across me, it’s like im seeing myself in the mirror but with different hair style and that expression? His eyes were so sharp. He’s angry and shouting at me but I can’t hear the voice. That face same as mine looked at me sharply, the eyes were burning, what he is talking about? until in few seconds he went closer and hold my hand tightly. I wiggle to free myself, I was scared, but where is hyun joong?, I remembered and the pleasure came back again but my hand was hold by the person whose face the same as me, even tighter. 

I gasped for the air to breath and screamed for help. I opened my eyes as I sat up. I was sweating and panting like I run miles. I lift my head and saw kyu jong  and hyung jun sitting on my both sides with the carrot guy behind hyung jun.

“hey!! What happen? You’re groaning and screaming…kyu asked as he wiped my sweat on the face.

“nightmare? Jungmin assumed..

“obviously he had nightmare jung min…hyung jun hit the carrot guy in the head.

“nightmare? But I was with~~~~I stopped as I looked down and check myself, I am fully clothed, the same clothes I wore at my visit. I wonder again…

“are you alright? Kyu asked me for the second time.

“I think so?,,I answered, unsure.

“hey breakfast is ready… ren came and called everyone.

“breakfast? But~~~I tried to ask question when kyu interrupted..

“we left for work yesterday and you were sleeping, we didn’t try to woke you up since we thought you’re tired and now we caught you having nightmare and all…kyu explains… did you sleep that long?, he asked.

“come on,,you need to go out for a fresh ambiance..go with us..it’s Saturday so we all go for shopping… no work and no school for today…jung min invites me and the rest gave me a smile.

I smiled in return and pulled out myself from my bed that I laid at for almost 16 hours. I changed my clothes since I didn’t able to change yesterday.

“Let’s go for breakfast?. I said with a greasy smile as I cup my back head with my two hands..

The three look at me and just smile as they follow behind me. The four students were on the table already with my auntie. I sat with my usual place beside my auntie. He asked me if I’m fine, maybe worrying about my visit to my love one’s grave. I just answered her with a smile, she smiled back as if she got my answer.