Hold On Til May (2013)

Chapter 7

I didn't do anything. I didn't cut. I didn't text. I just slept and thought.

It became Monday and I didn't go to school. I didn't feel like it. I just did the same thing. Slept, ate, thought.

I didn't know what else to do.

My phone annoyed me so much. I decided just to put it in the Attic. If it got dusty whatever. I didn't care.

I'm not sure what happened on Sunday. But once again, I didn't care.

I just sat there.

I knew I couldn't hurt myself. That would be giving up.

I don't know what I'm going to do next. It's a story. It's my story. There's no telling what will happen.

My parents leave me alone on the weekends normally. I just do what I want. They don't care.

I don't care.

They don't care.

So who does?

Oh, that's right.

.....

My friends.

I'm pushing them away.

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WILLIAMS POV

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It's lunch. We're all siting at our table.

Of course there's a seat open. None of us dare to touch it.

It's quiet. No one wants to make a joke.

"So, I was watching Yuri Yuri last night and it made a joke about Doctor Who. I like references heh." Sam says breaking the ice

We don't respond. Everyone knows what happened and we don't care to fix it.

"I'm going to try one more time to text her" Faith says

"No, don't. It's worthless" Katy says.

Faith sighs.

I look over to Jakes table. He looks just as happy as he was when she was here. He doesn't need her. He doesn't care.

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LIZ' POV

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I get back Monday night. I walk into my house and I find Connor laying on the couch like a slacker.

"How was school? Long? Dumb?" I say jokingly

"Actually it was depressing. No one talked at our table. Like someone was dead" Connor responds

"Why was that?" I ask

"Bella wasn't there, she did something yesterday now everyone is worried" he says

"Oh" I say going to text her

"Don't bother, she won't answer anyone" he says

I sigh and go up to my room. I lay all my stuff on the bed and look out the window overlooking the lake.

Still foggy.

I'm glad I'm moving actually... The sun is so pretty in Cali. And the boys... So gorgeous. Maybe then I'll meet 1D. Or 5sos. Luke Hemmings. Celebs. Yes, that would be amazing.

One thing,

Katy.

I show up at school, we're going to leave after lunch.