Hold On Til May (2013)

Chapter 4

I had a dream that night.

It was so vivid. It was so brilliant but it scared me. Dreams happen for a reason, right?

Well. Here it goes.

I started off on a cliff in the rain. A thought of jumping crossed my mind. I felt wind go through my hair. I then felt two hands on both of my shoulders.

"Bella." Jake says.

"Yes?" I respond.

"Bella." William says.

They were both to my sides. They kept saying my name. Over and over again.

No response. Then I heard a voice in my head.

"Jump"

I stepped forward and I felt no ground under me. Then a message came to me. I regretted it. I wanted to go back. I didn't want to die.

It was too late.

I fell.

Then I felt those two familiar hands grab my arms. My feet dangling still. I looked up. They caught me. I had a second chance to live.

I woke up. I don't know what it means but I feel like it was supposed to give me a message.

It's Saturday.. It turns out to be 12 already.

I then get a call from Will.

"Hey, I got your message. Wanna hang?" He asks.

"Uhm sure. Where at?" I respond.

"Well Sam, Connor, and Katy wanna go to the beach."

Connor is pretty much my third grade "crushie". He's insanely smart, and we used to like each other but I started picking on him and his mom told me off so we're not really best friends anymore.

"Yeah that'd be fine.. Only for the fact I won't wear a bathing suit." I say.

"Dude if you don't wear one then..." He starts.

"I'll wear one under my clothes. Okay?" I say shutting him up.

"Fine. My dad is picking us all up so we'll run by your house" he says ending the call.

I try to find a bathing suit but all that's left is a little pink bathing suit with Purple Hearts on it. And it's a bikini. I loathe this idea but I promised so I put white shorts and a teal sweater over it.

Put my blonde hair in a pony tail and grabbed a towel. Soon enough his dad was here and I got in the car greeted by everyone.

He has one of those cars that have three sets of seats. William sat with Sam in the second row and Connor and me in the back.

It was pretty awkward since several love songs came on. Connor liked me last year, I know, Faith spilt it and Connor has been quite ever since then.

We FINALLY got dropped off at the beach and we all headed to the sunniest spot. Katy found us and she sat down to Will.

She always flirts with him. It makes me sorta jelly but what eves.

She was wearing her teal Victoria secret bathing suit, and god it worked well on her. Since she's like long legged, tan, flat stomached, etc.

I looked over to Sam an she has her sun hat on so she doesn't burn and a black and purple one suit on. She was making sand castles.

Then Connor is reading some book for his classes.

I felt kind of left out since everyone was doing their own thing and I was just sitting there without anything to do.

I looked at my shirt. It made me so pissed that people could just show off their stomach like that.