Imagine for @babydino8

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Jordan's POV

"Good morning." I said, rolling over to face Justin.

"Good morning to you, beautiful." He groaned.

He leaned over and kissed my lips softly.

I smiled as I pulled away.

"You want cereal?" He asked me while sitting up.

"Yeah, that's fine." I said.

"I'll go fix some up for us." He said.

He got up out of bed and went downstairs.

I got up and decided to get dressed.

I put on an old t-shirt with some cute shorts.

I went downstairs and Justin decided to start eating without me.

"Thanks for waiting." I said sarcastically.

"Oh, sorry." He laughed.

I sat down at the table next to him and I started eating my cereal.

"So what do you want to do today?" Justin asked me.

"I don't know. Just chill?" I said.

"That's fine." He said.

Justin got up and put his dishes in the sink and washed them, then he went upstairs to get changed.

I pulled my phone out of my back pocket and opened Twitter.

I had about a million notifications, the only reason why is because I'm dating Justin. As soon as we went public, everyone decided to follow me.

And a lot of those people who decided to follow me like to send me tweets and dm's.

You would think that the majority of them would be nice, but they're not. About 95% of them are hate.

Of course, I read them all even though I shouldn't. Last time it got real bad.

I have a problem with self harm. I've always had this problem. I read one comment too many and I got extremely depressed.

I locked myself in my bathroom and I cut, which sent me to the hospital.

I made a promise to Justin that I wouldn't cut anymore. I've been trying my hardest to keep that promise, but it's really hard when people just sit there and talk shit right in front of your face every single day.

It's hard to ignore it, like I said, 95% of the tweets and dm's I get are hate, you see what I mean?

I scrolled through my notifications and clicked on each one of them.

(A/N: I'm putting fake twitter names like this: @/justinbieber, so it doesn't actually tag someone if it's their actual username on here)

@/hearteyebieber: I love Justin, but I hate his decision of dating Jordan. She's dating him for the money probably.

@/livelovebieber27: Jordan is such a whore, she doesn't deserve Justin.

@/sweetbieber: Jordan is just another Selena Gomez, fuckgirl and a slut.

These tweets go on and on. Then I saw one that caught my eye.

@/biebersprincess09: Justin, your girl has got to go. Kill yourself.

I closed out of Twitter and locked my phone screen. I covered my face with my hands and I felt the tears form under my eyes.

"Hey, baby." Justin said.

He came up from behind and kissed my cheek. I moved my hands from my face and looked at him.

"Oh, hey." I said.

"Are you okay? You look upset." He said.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just tired." I said.

I stretched my arms out and fake yawned.

"Do you wanna watch a movie?" Justin asked.

"Yeah, but I'm gonna go to the bathroom first." I said.

"Okay. Just come back down when you're done. I'll get the movie ready." He said.

I nodded and I got up from the table to go upstairs.

I can feel all of the emotion drain from my body. I literally feel nothing anymore.

I went upstairs to my room and went into my bathroom.

(TRIGGER WARNING! If this applies to you, please skip this part. I'll put some stars at the end so you can start reading again. Thanks!)

I pulled my blade out of the drawer. It shined in the light like it was telling me to do this.

Justin deserves better, he doesn't need you.

I sat down on the floor and dragged the blade across my fragile skin. The blood was draining from my arm, staining the white tile in the bathroom.

I kept going and going, I couldn't stop.

I heard someone knock on the door.

"Jordan?" Justin said.

I instantly dropped the blade and I cried.

I'm sorry, Justin. I broke the promise.

Justin opened the door and his jaw dropped. He ran to my side and helped me clean up the blood that was pooling next to my arm on the floor.
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"Why, Jordan? What happened to our promise?" He said.

I started bawling my eyes out. Justin wrapped his arms around me and held me close to him.

"Do you think that you deserve better than me?" I asked.

"What? No! You're all that I could ever ask for Jordan. Why would you even think that?" He said.

I looked down and then I looked back up.

"You were reading those nasty hate comments again, weren't you?" Justin said.

I nodded my head.

"Jordan, those people have absolutely no idea what the hell they're talking about. You are the most beautiful girl that I have ever met. I absolutely adore everything about you. You're my entire world. I don't deserve any better than you because you're perfect, Jordan. I love you more than anything in this world. Why can't you see that?" He said.

I felt some tears slip down my cheeks and Justin quickly wiped them away.

"I'm disappointed that you broke the promise, but I want to help you. I want to help you get through this because you are the strongest young woman I know and I hate seeing you broken like this." He said.

I kissed Justin on the cheek and he helped me up off of the floor.

"I love you, Justin. Thank you for being the best boyfriend ever." I said.

He smiled at me and kissed me softly.

"I love you too, Jordan." He said.

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@babydino8, I hope you enjoy your imagine. Sorry that it took so long. I'm sorry if it sucks.

You guys should totally read my new book, Company. It's a Kian Lawley fanfic and I work extremely hard on it daily. I put out new chapters every single day. I seriously want you guys to read it! ❤️

Requests are closed. I have a lot of imagines to do, so I don't need any new requests right now. It's taking me a while to do all of them since I'm trying not to be on Wattpad as much anymore. Please don't send me any requests. I'll let you know when they are open again.

Thanks for reading!

xoxo,
Sarah ❤️

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