Vics P.O.V
Kellin came back a few minutes later with food and... is that alcohol? kellin doesnt seem like the type of person to drink. Confusing. He put the food in a pile on the end of his bed and put the alcohol on the bedside table and everyone dived in to the food. I took a breath and went to get food and joined them.
"Why've you got alcohol?" I asked
"Thought it'll be fun" Kellin said with a shrug. This was a bit strange for kellin, he just smiled at me and I could see the nervousness in his smile. Seriously what was up with him? I looked at the others and saw Justin looking towards kellin worriedly and Kellin shook his head at him subtly. Then I looked back at Kellin to see him staring back at Justin like a child who broke their moms favourite vase. Seriously what is going on! Justin stood from where he was and grabbed kellins arm, causing Kellin to wince, dragging him out the room.
KELLINS P.O.V
Justin dragged me out of the room by my arm which stung like hell but I know he didn't mean to hurt me. I tell Justin everything so I know why he dragged me out here.
"Dude, what the hell are you doing?!" Justing practically shouted
"Stop shouting, I don't know what you're on about" I said trying to deny the truth. I scratched the back of my neck, a nervous habit I guess.
"Kellin you can't lie to me, why did you get the alcohol, I'm not going to let you drink that! Remember last time" Justin said and I know he's right I just need the alcohol it's an escape for me.
" yes I remember...but please I'll only have one glass Justin I need it I can't deal with everything Justin" I felt like was going to break down, which happened a lot with Justin because he's the only one I talk to about this so I just let it all out. I think Justin sensed my break down too so he dragged me to the bathroom and locked the door.
Justin is like a brother to me, he knows me more than anyone and always knows how to calm me and he is the best friend anyone could ask for.
"Kellin what happened now?" Justin asked concerned.
He don't care
He just wants you to die
Just like vic does
Just like your parents do
Just like the world does
Just like Richard did
I screamed and screamed trying to get rid of the voice.
They all pretended to care
I couldn't breath, I was trapped, my vision blurred, shaking, screaming. Why won't the pain end!
JUSTINS P.O.V
Oh no, this used to happen all the time to kellin but this is the worst I've seen him in a long time.
"Kellin look I need you to listen to me, whatever the voices are saying is not true okay. Calm down it'll be okay just calm, deep breaths" I would always be here when kellin broke down like this so I knew how to handle it but he wasn't calming down this time. Someone started banging on the door, I looked over at kellin who was rocking back and forth, crying and screaming and I opened the door only slightly to see vic there.
"What's wrong?" Vic asked concerned
"kellin is having a breakdown dumbass and if you can't help leave because you'll make it worse" I spat back, he'll probably make fun of kellin and that's the last thing he needs.
"Can I come in please" vic asked, pushing the door. I decided to let him in because I needed help. Vic ran up to kellin and knelt beside him placing his hands on his shoulders.
"Kellin I need you to block everything out apart from me, just focus on breathing and calming down, I'm here don't worry just breath please" vic said. Wow he seemed so worried maybe he isn't so bad. Kellin looked up at him and nodded.
After about 10 minutes kellin had calmed down, his breathing was shaky but he was still calm. Kellin looked up at vic and me and nodded his head, vic gave him a questioning look.
"He means thank you, he won't speak for a few minutes, after these he doesn't like to speak straight away because he is afraid he will break down again" I explained, vic nodded in understanding.
"what caused that?" Vic asked
"I don't know it used to happen a lot for many different reasons but I don't know this time" I explained, vic nodded in understanding again.
"C-can I have a drink p-please" kellin stuttered looking at me with a pleading look. I gave in.
"One glass and I'll be making sure of it" I said like a parent. Kellin nodded his head and stood up shakily.
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Kellic- From The Very Beginning
FanfictionKellin and Vic have known each other their whole life, although, they don't exactly get along, their parents are best friends so they have to act like they get along but in reality Vic is a bully to kellin. When the two families go on a camping trip...
