Kellic- From The Very Beginning

5) better left alone

chapter title credit: left alone by sleeping with sirens

Kellin's P.O.V

I walked up the stony pathway leading to mikes door and rang the doorbell. After a few seconds of waiting I heard shouting and movement.
"vic just answer the fucking door!" I heard mike shout. Soon vic opened the door and I awkwardly walked in trying to avoid eye contact as I walked past him.
"Mike what is the loser doing here!" Vic shouted as if I wasn't right fucking next to him. Mike walked down the stairs to us and motioned for me to come upstairs, I did and mike turned towards vic who was sitting on the sofa now.
"Vic stop being rude and because he's my friend dumbass" mike pointed the obvious out. And we both ran upstairs as he led me to his room.

"Sorry about vic he just a prick" mike stated, laughing slightly. I just shrugged
"It's fine" I lied " so what do you wanna do, it's your house, what do you have to do here" I asked
"Well...." He trailed off "you any good at black ops 3?" He asked, making me smile
"Oh please I could beat you with my eyes closed" i bragged
"Oh so you wanna 1v1 then, okay then it's on, your going down quinn" mike challenged
"Oh it's on Fuentes" I challenged back

-time lapse to tomorrow at school-

I'm so confused vic hasn't spoke to me or pushed me or anything, it's currently 3rd period and usually he would tease me, he keeps looking at me. What's up with him it's like he's having a battle with his thoughts. But just as soon as I thought that he came over and pushes me into my locker and said a quick 'fag' before he walked away. Okay now he's confusing me. Why did he ignore me at first. He probably wanted me to think I was safe or something just so he could trick me and catch me off guard, Yer that's what it was.

I composed my self and suddenly, my brain was engulfed into dark thoughts that were hidden in the depths of my mind. Waves of thoughts attacking me like a tsunami of self hate and depression. I grabbed my bags and made my way to the old boy bathroom, its not like anyone in my lesson, no one goes in here since this is usually where the druggies go but that's only on Wednesdays, it's sad really how I know this bathroom and the people who come in it like the back of my hand. For example on Mondays ronnie, basically the leader of bullies.would come in with some poor kid to beat up. He was in a different group to vic but they weren't very close really in truth they hate each other. Ronnie was a druggie and a man whore but he was actually pretty nice, whenever I saw him on Mondays he wouldn't make a rude remark he would look at me and smile and carry on with his business. Every now and again we would talk if he didn't have a poor kid to beat up and our conversations were actually pretty civil and nice.
Tuesday was for lili she was the definition of a slut. She brought a new boy in every week, I think soon she will run out of boys in this school and bring in boys from other schools. I had to turn my headphones up to the extreme on a Tuesday, however she was also extremely nice.
Wednesday was the druggies and occasionally they'd offer me to take a hit but I politely decline their offers, they're nice people but I don't really know the true them. Honestly because most of the time they're high on anything they can get high off.
Thursdays were my days, no one came in on Thursdays but me, it gave me time to think about my pitiful life and drown in my own sorrow as dramatic as it sounds.
And Fridays were the days where Ashley and andy would come in, I could tell they were a thing but it was obviously secret because andy was popular and had a reputation but Ashley was, well he was like me, an outcast

It's strange how there's a system for one bathroom. It was actually laughable but I guess that's what my life is, laughable. What's even more laughable was the fact that everyone that were included in this 'bathroom system' were like a family to me. They were the only people who actually acknowledged my existence and I guess I have to be grateful for that.

A/N sorry it's a short-ish chapter I've got extreme writers block and I guess that explains why this chapter is also extremely late so Yer sorry again
Anywhore bye my little demons
~FxckedUpBxndGirl