(Okay unrelated authors note, I'm rewatching death note ep 25 and I'm gonna cry) update okay that was a while ago shows how often I write this...sowwyyyyyyy anyways GUYS I SAW ALL TIME LOW A FEW DAYS AGO YAY THEY'RE AMAZING. Update Again that was a while ago I'm so sorry guys XD
I braced myself for the thousands of insults after explaining practically my whole life to him, not everything though because there are some things I don't ever want to relive. I'll admit it felt good to open up to someone don't get me wrong but I can't help but to feel terrified of how he may react.
After a few minutes of silence I was shaking with fear, why isn't he talking? He's going to tell everyone isn't he? Oh no oh no what have I done, I've messed up big time! How could I be so stupid. Oh no Kellin stop no you can't cry again that'll only make it worse. I could feel the tears building up in my eyes as my vision was covered by a glassy layer of tears trying to escape.
"Just say it, you think I'm worthless. If you're gonna tell everyone at least warn me fi..." I was cut off by his masculine arms wrapping around me. I was shocked to be honest, why Is he hugging me? Doesn't he hate me? I'm so confused right now.
"That's horrible and he still harasses you online and now in person again?" He asked sounding genuinely concerned. Did he actually care? No he can't he hates me...but it seems so genuine. I nodded my head, to embarrassed to speak.
He looked at me and sighed shaking his head "how can someone be so horrible to another person and not even notice the pain they've put them through" he muttered under his breath. 'Well you do that' I think to myself but I would never say that to his face.
"Is that actually how you feel?" He asked, a look of hurt spread across his facial features, I didn't mean to hurt him, I didn't even mean to say that aloud. A wave of guilt washed over me as he looked at me with so much regret and sadness.
"Vic I didn't mean to say that...." I honestly felt so bad for saying that which is funny because he never felt bad so why do I? Oh the irony.
His face went from a look of guilt to one of hatred and anger. "No it's okay you were just saying the truth. Silly of me to try and be nice to you, I almost wanted to be friends with you but no. At least now I've been reminded of why I hate you, because being nice to a selfish piece of shit is impossible because all they do is throw it back in your face." Vic snapped, his voice gradually getting louder.
"Vic i didn...." i tried to explain myself but he wasn't having any of it
"No kellin you did mean it, if you didn't you wouldn't of said it. Don't expect things to change ever because I'm done with trying to be nice now, it gets me no where so what's point" vic was shouting at this point which caused the others to wake up and watch us in confusion.
"What's going on?" Mike asked, staring at the two of us.
"Nothin..." I'm interrupted by vic before I can just leave it
"You wanna know what's going on?! I tried to be nice just like you asked and all he did is throw it back In my face so from now on I'm not listening to anyone and I'm going to do whatever the hell I want because when I listen to other people and try to be a better person it just ends up backfiring on me!" Vic shouted and stormed out of the room, slamming the door behind him.
After vics outburst everyone was too surprised for words and just looked at each other in disbelief. Great now staying in that tent with him is just going to be 10 times worse.
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Kellic- From The Very Beginning
FanfictionKellin and Vic have known each other their whole life, although, they don't exactly get along, their parents are best friends so they have to act like they get along but in reality Vic is a bully to kellin. When the two families go on a camping trip...
