Relapse

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de sebastian6132002

de sebastian6132002

Hi guys

So literally every time I try to stop self harming I just relapse and it takes me forever to try and stop again. I just feel so worthless lately..and I never feel like helping myself. I don't ever feel like I have a solid friend ship with anyone and when I do I learn that they just talk shit about me behind my back... so I can't ever tell anyone the truth about how im feeling. So I just feel really alone all the time. I don't tell anyone at karate about me being trans or self harming because that's my safe and happy place and I dont want anyone to be scared away from me.

And i couldn't tell my friends anyway because they'd freak the fuck out and tell my parents. Then life would turn into a living hell and aggghhhh.....

Sorry for ranting.

But hey,
I dont want you guys to forget you're worth it.
I love you guys so much <3